In exactly 2 weeks I will be back in France… but the adventure doesn’t end just now…
After almost 11 months of traveling the world, being bite by unknown bugs, a lot of new scars, hair loss, diarrhea here and there…
But also incredible stories of salvation, healing, life-changing epiphanies and diving more into what true LOVE means…
I SAID YES!
YES to God for 6 more months to serve Him on the field.
After much pondering, hesitations, questions to God, fears to tackle, and prayer I have decided to go back out on the field as an Alumni Squad Leader in January 2018.
I will have the joy and blessing to be part of the leadership team of Fusion 4 (the program I am part of now for next year) and pour into a new squad, ready to step out of their comfort zone and spread the love of God and the good news. HOW EXCITING!
With 3 other squad leaders, I will support the squad in their Kingdom journey and travel to Colombia, Peru, Ecuador, Spain, Serbia and Montenegro.
To be honest, that decision was not an easy one to make and it required me to fight hard to have my eyes focused on God, trust His promises and be able to have a sound mind and hear His whisper.
One of the lies and fears that was highlighted to me and that I did not realize I had took on for years already, is that if I kept saying yes to God and follow Him wherever He leads me, I would remain single… longer and longer…
And hey! I am a super romantic girl, ahah, and getting married one day is definitely one of my desires.
I am all fine now and at peace, yay, but here I would like to share through a song I wrote a piece of my struggle and how the Lord in His sweetness ministered to me.
Cloudy sky in a cold summer day
I’m shivering from sadness, Oh this feeling of loneliness,
Seeking for a warm embrace
For my heart to skip a beat
Eyes blinded by tears shed for a desire to be loved
Stumbling to stand firm on my feet,
And keep the pace for the race I was born for
I keep running knowing there is One who loves me
Still, my heart cries out for that earthly love
which will leave me breathless…
Oh Lord~ Why ?
[Chorus]
Seed my heart with your desires, I want to delight in you
You, Keeper of my heart, the One I need most
You, Protector of Love, the most caring One
You, the Perfect One, You go before me
Sow my path with your love seeds so I can find my way
And step by step,
In the chaos of uninvited emotions
I feel deep down that your love is birthing joy within me, within me
Uprooting all my fears and worries
Actively healing my hurts and pains
Radically renewing the landscape of my mind
Budding a hope I can’t comprehend
And now unfolding promises of a joy filled life
Did it always feel that good?
Yes because you are Love, it’s who you are~
With you, love seeds turned into beautiful fields of radiant flowers,
Blazing and sparkling under your touch
Perfect in your ways
[Chorus]
I would love to encourage you all out there. When you choose God, you choose life and you are not going to regret it! The timing of God is perfect and He is never late. He cares for you so much!
Yes, we might all stumble at times and let our fears and doubts go in the way, but hey, we have the spirit of truth and revelation dwelling within us, and that is a gift I am learning to cherish more and more each day…
I am excited for this next season of my life and all the surprises and blessings the Lord has in store for me, the leadership team, the squad, each member of the squad…
Here on this link, you can already see the future squad (Fusion 4): https://www.worldrace.org/?tab=participants&group=18W01FN
I would love to invite you in on this continued journey as well and ask for your support through prayers and financial support. For this next mission trip, I need to raise between $5,000 to $8,000 (depending on what God calls me to do), if you feel led to invest in my journey you can click on the orange button or contact me.
Love you all!
