Vulnerability has never been something I’ve been good at but the Lord likes to make us more like him daily and part of that process is being open and honest about struggles. So bear with me as I share my heart on an issue that is challenging.
So here it is.
Please remember, I’m a girl, and these are real struggles. And some days, I feel like I’m driving that Struggle bus.
Change is hard, whether it’s good or bad. It is challenging. Chiange requires a lot from you.
It’s also a beautiful process. For me this change of not being an athlete has been challenging and rewarding but most of all, beautiful.
My body is not the same. My legs aren’t as toned. I don’t have abs. I don’t have a “booty by Sharp” (only my softball girls will understand this). My body is physically different.
With this change has come a lot of insecurities. I’ve never struggled with my body image but now I do.
I now think about my body, a lot. I don’t like to wear shorts because my legs feel big. I just literally “feel” like I’m bigger. And I don’t know about you but for me, that’s not a fun feeling.
My mind wonders. And then it hits me. NONE OF THAT MATTERS.
My God made me in his image. My God thinks I’m beautiful. My God thinks I’m to DIE for. My God cherishes my body. My God cares about what’s on the inside. My God cares about my heart. And he cares about each of his children just the same!
God created mankind in his own image, in the image of God he created them; male and female he created him. Genesis 1:27
So this beautiful process called change has helped shape and mold me into more of the woman Christ has called me to be. It hasn’t been easy and it’s not over just yet. In fact, it’s still a daily process but it’s worth it.
With this being said, of course being healthy and taking care of your body is important but just remember, you are beautiful and your body is just the way God intended it to be.
Don’t be ashamed of how you look. Embrace and respect the body God gave you. *clinging to this advice daily*
I pray if you are struggling with your body image you will remember whose you are. Remember how precious you are in his sight.
Much love friends ??
