I was going
to write a blog about the day at the dental clinic, but today I had the best
quiet time with God. I wrote Him a letter and wanted to share it with you
instead.
I was watching Finding Nemo yesterday and today I realize that´s how You
pursue Your children God, with persistence, never giving up, so full of love,
so full of mercy, pursuing us with all of Your heart. Who are we Lord, that
after all we have done, You love us so much and forgive us It pierced my
heart, forgive me for not abandoning everything for You sooner. Forgive me that
it took me so long to realize You are the only One worth living for. Help me
Lord to be ready and step out in faith when You open the door. I only want to
do Your will, I only want to do what makes You happy. I just want to push
myself aside and I know it needs to be done daily Father. Help me to put You
first in all I do, and to keep You first. Nothing else matters. Help me to only
see Your face and only think of You when You call me to heal others, to deliver
others, and to tell them about You. That I would complete these tasks filled
with Your prescence and my eyes would be completely fixed on You. You´re my
heart and the very depths of my soul. If only others would accept this awesome
gift You have given and share in this love You have for us. I praise You my
King, You are so worthy to be praised! I can see You Father, I can see You
hanging on that cross, looking me in the eyes. I can see the love You have for
me. Thank You with all that I am, for taking that cup from me, and for allowing
me to love You, because You first loved me. You are so beautiful, magnificent,
awesome, and omnipotent Jesus. I love you!!!
