When I first opened the email that my application was accepted, a wave of utter shock came over me. This was all really happening! I decided to pursure the race full force. Then….once the reality of the race sunk in, I was completely full of fear. I know that fear is not from God, and the only way I could overcome it was to pray. God showed me that I need to stand firm in His will and see to it that I complete the work I received in Him. God also showed me, that His love is perfect, and perfect love casts out fear.
Now my focus is on getting where I need to be spiritually and financially for this trip. It has been a battle everyday to not get discouraged and keep faith, but I choose to stand firm : ) And I know these daily battles that I face, are only preparing me for the real battles, I will be facing on the mission field. The best part is we won’t be facing them alone. We have eachother and even more importantly, we have Him. He is holding us by His right hand, every step of the way.
