“Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, “This is the way; walk in it.” Isaiah 30:21
I am a person who likes schedules, structure, plans, and control. I always have been and will likely always be someone who is conscious of schedules (I am convinced that the body of Christ needs us!). However, the World Race, specifically this “Ask the Lord” month has ruined me for the better.
Before leaving for the World Race, I lived a very structured life in a tightly scheduled city – Washington, DC. And my job, unsurprisingly, was to keep the schedule and plan all travel for the head of a federal agency (I miss you, Anne!!). And outside of work, I was always busy and planning something. Pre-Race, I longed for, and was only content with, structure.
But in Romania, I started to let go of schedule and structure. The process was slow and I didn’t even realize it was happening until someone pointed out that I was much more relaxed. Then we were told that Egypt wasn’t going to happen and to start praying about where God wanted us to go in Eastern Europe. I was surprisingly unshaken by the change of plans. In fact, I was excited about the adventure that was ahead of me. The Melanie that lived in Washington, DC may have flipped out if she was told that nothing was set up for the next month and that we just needed to pray about it. But, praise the Lord, He has been working on my heart.
I am now at a spot where I can be content sitting on a step until God lays out the next one. I don’t have to see the whole path marked out. I don’t need to depend on a plan. I trust that God will tell us to move when we need to and I trust that all the details will work out according to His will. God is in control, so I don’t need to be. Thank you, Jesus, for freedom!


We don’t really know what is next. I am waiting for God to tell us when to move north. We have a place to camp in Sofia starting on October 10th and we are hoping to couch surf and stay with a few Bulgarian families, but nothing is set in stone. What I do know is that God has provided for us this far and will guide our next move. I also know that he has done a great work in my heart, to free me from needing everything scheduled. My feet are now firmly planted in trusting God, so I won’t be shaken when my plans fall through. I can be at peace waiting upon the Lord to light my path.
Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough
trouble of its own.” Matthew 6:33-34
