When I received my update call about my interview, I was nervous.
Then I wasn’t so nervous, I was accepted.
I am a stinkin’ World Racer.
But….
I began being insecure.
Am I good enough?
Do I love Jesus enough?
Do I know my bible enough?
Im not perfect..
I really kept thinking, that I wasn’t a good enough Christian.
The enemy really had a huge tug on my heart, and was making me feel so unworthy of this opportunity.
I felt so ashamed, so guilty, so condemned because of the things I struggle with.
I don’t read enough in the mornings.
I need to pray more.
I try to do things to Glorify Jesus, and sometimes find myself doing things to make me look good.
Im not good enough, I am broken, I can’t do this.
I kept thinking of how imperfect I am.
The enemy really made me feel as though, this couldn’t be an option.
FALSE
He guided me to this opportunity for a reason.
The enemy sees me, and he knows where I’m at, and will try to steal every ounce of happiness I have.
We are all sinners, and at some point in our lives broken.
However, that doesn’t mean you are not qualified to pursue whatever it is that Jesus has made visible for you to do.
If anything, that makes you more than qualified.
You realize that you are a sinner, broken, and in need of Jesus.
You realize that you are nothing without his mercies and grace.
You realize without guidance from him, you are lost.
Jesus loves you, and wants you to take those insecurities, and take those flaws, and bring them to him.
There was no perfect man that walked this planet, except for Jesus.
Be encouraged, that just because you are imperfect and have flaws and mess up, doesn’t mean you are not capable.
YOU ARE CAPABLE, QUALIFIED, AND OH SO WORTHY!!!
Wooohooooo for the grace and mercies of Jesus!!
