I AM finally somebody and not just a body. Alive in Christ. The Holy Spirit is HIS breath filling my soul. I move to a whole new beat. My heart doesn’t pound anymore, it dances. My eyes don’t see, they seek. My arms are no longer used to shrug at God’s will but to reach out and embrace it. I am somebody, not just a body.
I can’t stop thinking, writing, and praying on how amazing God is… so I am going to keep going.
I’ve been stuck. I’ve really been attempting to read the word as much as possible, but I end up just praying and listening to music (literally dancing in my house). I’ve been upset about it. I know I need to really be straight up drowning myself in the Word but I am feeling that God maybe really wanted me in conversation this week. To ask His help and guidance for all of the racers, prayer for healing amongst our families both physical and spiritual. I am not saying God didn’t want me in His word but He knows my heart, and He wants me to rely completely on Him. So I did, and you read what happened at His fundraiser. Also, I don’t want to get into spiritual gifts right now, but when I say I talk to God or converse with God I do. Does that mean I hear the voice of God speaking plain as day like I would talk to all of you. No. I feel the need to address that because it was a real stumbling block for me when I’d hear pastors and leaders say that God told them to do this or not to do that, because I couldn’t hear it. I firmly believe that God is capable of communication in many ways, we may hear him literally, or in our heart, or through others. Just because you can’t HEAR God’s voice clear as day doesn’t mean He isn’t trying to speak to you. Open your heart… and your ears. Open your eyes and see what all God has done and continues to do every day. Do this and then tell me that He isn’t incredible. I was stuck for so long as a body… and I’m loving being somebody. It feels nice. Try it. God is great, God is good, God is love, God….IS.
