Change. A word that has become very familiar to me recently. As I weep while I write this I know that Jesus is changing my heart.
My heart is changing. My desires are changing. My worth is changing. My hope is changing. My faith is changing. Everything is changing.
I asked God to change my heart for what He has in store for the next chapter of my life. And I feel it. It is hard, it is so hard. It’s not easy to walk away from your normal. It is not easy to walk away from things you longed for for so long. It is not easy but if I have learned anything is that following Jesus is never easy but always worth it.
What He has for me is far greater than I could imagine. His plans for my life are extraordinary. If I planned my life without listening to Gods will it would be boring. But if I step into the doors that He opens, my life will be fruitful and full.
So I just pray to have the courage to step into the doors he opens. That when he says go, I will go. When he says stay, I will stay. And when He says wait, I will wait. Because his ways are higher and wiser than a mine.
