With the team change one thing I know is God is pressing me more into LOVE. Love with him and others, just when I thought I was at a certain point, He’s says MORE. Moments of wanting to run and flee, God keeps saying stay at the banquet table, stay. Just stay. Love. Love like never before is staring you in the face.

It’s before you. It’s at your fingertips. Will you believe.
Will you risk. Will you open even wider. Your heart. 
The banquet table is set. You have been invited. You are sitting.
You are next to the Father. He says this seat is yours and yours alone.
He says you belong here. You were always meant to be here.
From the beginning of time. He has been waiting. For you to come.
He has prepared the seat. It is adorned with jewels. The seat is red. 
The back is yellow. Silver lines it. Look around. They are here too.
They want you to be seated by them. An awkwardness, a vulnerability.
Being uncomfortable. 
Your body is used to wearing rags not a gown of silver. 
He has stripped you of the rags. He has burned them and placed a new gown upon you.
Allow yourself to let go. Let the gown fit you on your body. Sink into it. Relax at the table.