Hello everyone! I cannot believe it's launch, I'm leaving for the airport tomorrow morning at 6 a.m.
When I first got to launch here in D.C. on Monday I had so many mixed emotions of not knowing what to expect that I had no excitment what-so-ever. I saw so many people around me who were excited that I started feeling uncertain about everything. However, after everyone got here I started to feel a little better and I started opening up. In all reality it is okay to be where you are at no matter where it is that you are at. Everyone copes with things in a different way any just because you are nervous because you are not sure of what to expect it is not a bad thing.
The second night of worship we sang Give Me Faith, this song helped me out so much and I wanted to share the lyrics with you all:
Verse:
I need you to soften my heart
To break me apart
I need you to open my eyes
To see that You're shaping my life
Pre-Chorus:
All I am,
I surrender
Chorus:
Give me faith to trust what you say
That you're good and your love is great
I'm broken inside, I give you my life
Verse 2:
I need you to soften my heart
To break me apart
I need you pierce through the dark
And cleanse every part of me
Chorus
Bridge:
I may be weak
Your spirits strong in me
My flesh may fail
My God you never will (repeat)
This song put me to tears for it had such an impact on me with what I was feeling at that moment. The verse that spoke to my heart that night is, "I may be weak your spirits trong in me. My flesh may fail, my God you never will."
After hearing that a sense of peace came over me because even while I'm weak God will always have my back no matter what, and He will never fail me even when I'm not perfect. God is such a loving God and we all must remind ourselfs of that.
I cannot wait to share my stories with you all! Thank you for all your support of getting me here! I shall post again sometime soon! 🙂
