New Chapter: Back Stateside
I haven’t told many people, but I have been back in the US about two and a half weeks. I have been putting if off, trying to figure out what to say and how to say it. I had to leave the World Race and will not be going back.
I had a great time on the race and I saw God move in my heart and in the hearts of those around me. There were a lot of things God was dealing with in my heart that made it very hard for me on a daily basis. It was difficult for me to be positive and this prevented me from building relationships with my teammates like there should have been by month 4. So it was best that at this point in my life I come back to the US.
I won’t lie – I don’t like this. I don’t want to be in the US; I want to be on the World Race. For a little less than a year I have been planning and preparing to go on the World Race with the intention of being gone January 2013 through November 2013. Needless to say, I had no idea I would be writing this to you from the United States today.
My apologies to all my friends and supporters for not letting you know sooner. It’s really hard to not feel disappointed and embarrassed about all that has happened, but I know God will work though it.
I do not understand at all why God let me go on the World Race for 4 months, but in time I am sure he will reveal that and why it was for my greater good.
Those of you who intended to continue to support me, if you feel that you still want to help out in some way, I have 5 teammates that are not fully funded yet:
THANK YOU SO MUCH TO MY SUPPORTERS!
God bless you.
[Also, I will finish up all my blogs and post them for you.]
