So I am sitting here at work and there has been a lot on my plate lately. Weather it be from work, or from personal stuff….
Its funny because for most peoples concerns to go on the World Race are a lot of missing family, whats it going to be like….that sort of stuff….
I literally have no expectations except for I know that God will do work in my life and others…..
This may because of my previous experience in ministry, plus add on my life and what I have been through….
I find myself in a rut…one that I’m excited to go on the race, but content if I don’t go……
I’ve hit a roadblock of just being tired..the past 4 years have been EXHAUSTING….
A big part of me just wants the money to come in already so I can just go….I would leave tomorrow if I could….
While apart of me just wants God to open up a door for me to walk through right now….weather it be the race or not….
I tell ya, this walk with God is not always easy, but I am so glad he’s there…
Its pretty crazy, July is training camp and its already April, haha its gonna be a good time, I’m just waiting on the Lord, and from what I have been gathering it’s something that I struggle with haha!!
I know my posts so far have been sort of down, but I have had so much built up that I have stopped allowing myself to hold it in, and its been crushing. I know that God has me and I have progressed a lot!! its just so crazy this thing called life!
Thanks for your prayer and support, I really appreciate it..even if I don’t know you I pray God is working in your life as well and your able to rely on him and see his glory!
P.S. I had a really cool talk with a coworker today. It is the first time I have met him…anyway we had a 4 hour conversation about Christianity, and what it looked like to follow God. He asked me a million questions about what if and about different religions. Its the first time in a while that I had done that. I could see him thinking about things, and by Gods grace hopefully it will click at some point and God will water the seed that was planted!!
