Restless nights
I have been traveling for 9 months now. I’m in a country that’s very busy, constant noise in the city, people always moving no time to rest. As I lay my head down at night super exhausted from the hot, humid day I just have been through I lay here tossing and turning for hours. I can’t sleep and I am so tired! It’s so heavy here and most people wouldn’t get that right away but as I’m living a few minutes away from the red light district my heart hurts for the women who are out at night. I can’t sleep and I pray to God for the women who are out there as my heart gets even more heavy. I praise The Lord that He is doing something in me on their behalf. It’s hard to feel this way when all you want to do is sleep peacefully or feel peace through out the day. Even though I feel on edge, I know my God is right next to me carrying me through it. I’ve felt alone in this before but someone really dear to me spoke truth over me and reminded me that I am already victorious! I am a conqueror! It’s real. The spiritual realm is real if you like to believe it or not. The only way I know how to deal with this is being in constant prayer and thanking The Lord for letting me fight for those who cannot do so for themselves. It really opens up your eyes to a whole new side of everything. There is a lot of darkness in many places in the world but that’s why God sends His people out to be those lights. I’m claiming it even in the midst of my frustration. I’m so tired and just want peace. I know God is using these things for His glory and purpose. I just have to remind myself of it.
I’m sharing this so my supporters can pray for my team as a lot of us are dealing with Restless nights.
