(my heart’s cry to my Love…)
What’s next? I need a clear answer, preferably a neon sign. I need you to speak truth, encouragement, love, and reassurance over me in this present season of the unknown.
I miss my sweet young Filipino girls. I miss my precious little babies who stole my heart in Africa and Asia. I miss feeling needed and appreciated. I miss dirty little hands tugging me in every direction.
How do I find something here, right where I am, that makes me feel just as full of your love?
Am I supposed to be here? Are you calling me somewhere overseas? But I want to be here. I want to be near my family and friends. But I know all I need is you, no matter where I am.
My whole life is yours. Help me remember that every step of this journey. Don’t let me settle or compromise for less than you have for me.
As I talk to my Jesus today, these are the faces I see every time I close my eyes…
it gives me peace to know You love them so much more than even I do.
