hey! one last guatemala blog :,) these are some of the songs that God has taught me a lot through during my time in guatemala. 

 

i love how music, especially these worship songs, can put into words what i’m trying to say. a lot of times i’m like “wow, God you’re so good!” and i don’t know what else to say to praise him. worship music is such a great way for me to be able to express my gratitude towards him and pour out my heart to him. 

some of these songs i’ve heard what seems like a zillion times, but God has worked to where every line seems brand new and something just clicks. it makes sense. it’s so much deeper and more intimate than i ever thought. 

so here’s some lil lyric snippets that God has really brought out to me. i hope you take the time to listen, really listen, to these songs and sing them to God and let him sing them over you, too. 

 

 

abide kingdom culture worship

i wanna be next to you

i wanna be one with your spirit

teach me to abide in you

and hear your voice all around me, your voice all around me

there’s no striving just abiding

there’s no striving in you

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B6zFquL84qA 

 

oh man. being in the Lord’s presence. there’s literally nothing like it. God’s been reminding me that he’s not worried about my performance, he just wants my “yes.” my effort. my love. 

 

 

alabaster heart bethel music

let it rise like incense

my whole life a fragrance

every ounce here broken at your feet

every breathe and offering

my heart cries, these lungs sing

over you, my worthy king of kings

all my life, all my life, all my life, you can have it all

all my love, all my love, all my love, you can have it all

all my heart, all my soul, all i own, you can have it all

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_oYCN6DV3uI 

 

God keeps teaching me more and more about complete surrender. every time i think i’ve given everything to him, he digs up something else that i’m still holding on to. this song is such a declaration of surrender. 

 

 

divine romance phil whickam

your beauty’s all i seek

in your presence, God 

i’m completely satisfied

for you i sing i dance

i rejoice in this divine romance

lift my heart and my hands to show my love

to show my love

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hlsIwmtb0U8 

 

God’s been walking me through how he’s my perfect heavenly husband. he’s literally all i need, i don’t need to seek worth in other people. he’s so worthy of my praise. he sees me as worthy of his love. and that’s all i need. 

 

 

do it again elevation worship

your promise still stands

great is your faithfulness, your faithfulness

i’m still in your hands

this is my confidence 

this is my confidence, you’ve never failed me yet

Jesus, you’re still enough

keep me within your love

my heart will sing your praise again

i’ve seen you move, you move the mountains

and i believe i’ll see you do it again

you made a way when there was no way

and i believe i’ll see you do it again

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0B_lnQIITxU 

 

i doubt God’s faithfulness to his promises way more than i’d like to admit. this song reminds me about how he’s literally SO powerful and ALWAYS keeps his promises. he always has, he always will, he’s not going to make an exception with me. 

 

endless hallelujah bethel music

in the morning when i rise to meet you

in the morning when i lift my eyes

you’re the gentle light that falls around me

you’re the first thought on my mind

in the moments that you go unnoticed

in the ordinary day to day

countless miracles of life around us

point like arrows to your name

only a moment to live this life

like shooting stars burning up the night

until heaven’s opened and we arrive

in your presence, Lord! in your presence!

in the evening when i lay my head down

in the evening when i close my eyes

you’re still the only one i want to cling to

you’re the last thought on my mind

let our voices rise, all creation cries

singing out an endless hallelujah 

from this moment on join in heaven’s song

singing out an endless hallelujah

there’s nothing better than this! right! now!

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZxSi-3hJ8U 

 

okay so i know that that’s pretty much, if not all, the lyrics to this song. sorry not sorry haha it’s just so good! i love how the lyrics go through the whole day. all the little details and specific words, wow! so so good! this song is definitely one of my top favorites. 

 

 

good grace hillsong united

Jesus! our redemption! our salvation is in his blood!

Jesus! light of heaven! friend forever! his kingdom come! 

so don’t let your heart be troubled hold your head up high

don’t fear no evil, fix your eyes on this one truth

God is madly in love with you

so take courage hold on, be strong, remember where your help comes from

swing wide all you heavens

let the praise go up as the walls come down

all creation

everything with breath repeat the sound

all his children

clean hands, pure hearts, good grace, good God

his name is Jesus

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EhKSRIvDFI0 

 

declare who God is! tell him he’s good! it’s songs like these that make me put everything into perspective — i might not know what the heck is going on in my life, but God sure does. and that’s all that matters. he’ll fill me in whenever the time is right. 

 

 

raise a hallelujah bethel music

i’m gonna sing in the middle of the storm

louder and louder you’re gonna hear my praises roar

up from the ashes hope will arise

death is defeated the king is alive! 

sing a little louder, in the presence of my enemies

sing a little louder, louder than the unbelief

sing a little louder, my weapon is a melody

sing a little louder, heaven comes to fight for me

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G2XtRuPfaAU 

 

we would often sing this song on wednesday night’s at worship at pastor abnor’s church in spanish. you better believe the entire congregation was screaming these worship lyrics, praising the Lord is spanish. 

 

 

let it happen united pursuit

so take me back, back to the beginning

when i was young running through the fields with you

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvsAV-MgGao 

 

my entire team STAYS singing this song all the time. these are the only lyrics than i can really ever remember, but i think they’re so incredibly powerful. it’s like the simple Gospel. God’s not trying to make everything complicated, he’s simple. he loves you, and wants you to love him, too. that’s pretty much it! these lyrics completely capture the innocence of childlike faith and i am here for it. 

 

nothing else cody carnes

i’m caught up in your presence

i just wanna sit here at your feet

i’m caught up in this holy moment

i never wanna leave

oh i’m not here for blessing

Jesus, you don’t owe me anything

more than anything that you can do

i just want you nothing else

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4BhTAJ49MQ0 

 

or en español, “nada mas.” this was another one of the worship songs we would frequently hear on wednesday nights at pastor abnor’s church. God’s taught me about how to sit still in his presence. we don’t always have to be having a conversation. he doesn’t need to be talking to me for me to know that i’m there. he trusts me with his silence. this song is perfect for just sitting and soaking in his love. 

 

palm of your hand harvest

spinning out of control, i feel i’m

losing my defenses, no it’s not

easy letting go and trusting you

and if i’m being honest, i know you

though you said you’ve got it, no it’s not

easy letting go and trusting you

so i will stop, breathe, rest here in your goodness

i know you won’t leave, it’s my confidence

here i am in the palm of your hand

nothing can take me away

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jup9bU61mJs 

 

so nathan, one of our worship leaders on the squad, introduced the song “rest on us” by harvest and it was really good. and everyone just started listening to the rest of their album haha. and this is one of the other songs on there! 

God brought this song to my attention ESPECIALLY during PVT (parent vision trip) when both my mom and dad came to visit me for a few days in guatemala. i kept trying to figure out what i could do to help my parents get the most out of it, but God gently reminded me that he’s got it all under control. i just need to sit and watch. me trying to help will only get in the way of him doing it his way, his perfect way. 

 

real thing maverick city music

baby steps my child

to you it may be nothing but you make daddy proud

your weakness is only my strength

i hear your questions and i’m closer than you think

i promise, i promise

and oh i won’t let go

i won’t let go

i see you right where you are

and i’m holding on to your heart

you’ve been here all this time

tell me where was i looking cause you weren’t hard to find

your mercy opened up my eyes

now i’m losing my religion to be loved like a child

i’m done pretending i want the real thing

you’re the only thing that matters

you satisfy me

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcokc1sM-TU 

 

not religion but a RELATIONSHIP! i’ve heard this for pretty much my entire life but it’s finally starting to make sense! God doesn’t care about what i can give him, he just wants my love and affection so he can work through me. 

 

refiner maverick city music

and i’ll be a living sacrifice for you

you refine me, the refiner

i wanna be consumed

i wanna be tried by fire, purified

you take whatever you desire, Lord here’s my life

so clean my hands, purify my heart

i wanna burn for you, only for you

take my life as a sacrifice

i wanna burn for you, only for you

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGFCbmvk0vo 

 

i’ve learned that complete surrender means allowing God to burn off all the ugly, even the stuff i want to hold onto. i’ve had to learn to keep dropping it off at the foot of the cross, it’s not mine to deal with. God just wants to take it away so he can sanctify me. 

 

 

rest on us harvest

like the spirit was moving over the water

spirit come move over us

come rest on us, rest on us

come down spirit when you move you make my 

heart pound when you fill the room

come rest on us, rest on us

fire and wind would you do it again

open up the gates let heaven on in would you

rest on us, rest on us

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BThG8egfPNA 

 

dang bro. what. a. song. what a way to just soak in his presence. it’s so so beautiful. 

 

who you say i am hillsong worship

who am i that the highest king would welcome me

i was lost but he brought me in, oh his love for me

who the sun sets free oh is free indeed

i’m a child of God, yes i am

in my father’s house there’s a place for me

free at last he has ransomed me, his grace runs deep

i am chosen, not forsaken

i am who you say i am

you are for me, not against me

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lKw6uqtGFfo 

 

guatemala was a season where God spoke a lot of identity over me. my true, spiritual identity. i never realized how much i let others things tell me who i was. but once i realized who God sees me as, the whole game changed:) 

 

 

worthy ryan ellis

let the fragrance arise of our love to you

you are holy, you are worthy

so i’ll sing your praise for all my days

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x8FPZQ03Gy4 

 

what a simple song. what a simple praise. when we worship we are LITERALLY joining the angels in heaven who are worshipping God already 25/8. how cool is that? 

 

 

you and you alone upperroom

i choose this day to be grateful, Lord

to bring you praise with an open heart

i’m waking up to heaven, i’m waking up to you

your faithfulness like a sunrise

your endless love reaches past the skies

for always being good, thank you

for your mercies that are new, thank you

for calling me your friend, thank you

you stand in my defense, thank you

you and you alone are waking up my soul

and it’s my joy to thank you, thank you

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bICHYAmEWNQ 

 

THANKS GOD! holy cow, he’s so dang worthy of our praise! 

 

 

 

 

wow that was a lot more songs than i thought i would have haha. i hope you were able to listen through and get something out of them! 

 

also let me know what songs God has brought to you to teach you something through. i’d love to hear about it! 

 

 

all my love, maddie

 

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praise of the week: 

the men are doing different ministry a few hours away from the rest of the squad in a town near the coast of ecuador. it’s gonna be weird without them but i’m super excited for the chicas and men to have their own time together! hooray for unity! God’s gonna do big things and i’m so so excited. 

 

prayer request of the week:

yo! we made it to ecuador! it’s beautiful! just please pray for our squad bc a lot of us are struggling with altitude sickness and some colds. 

 

lol of the week: 

we had our travel day. i *tried* to make a vlog. it’s coming soon i promise it just takes a while to upload haha.