It seems like at times I can’t get them to leave. It seems at times I can hear them and can’t hear my God. It seems like I want to listen but I know where that may lead. The demons they call me by name.
I have struggled with many substances over the past few years to get me through my depression and struggles with past relationships. I know now that no substance will help you get through a situation and it certainly will not make it any better. By no means am I saying that I don’t struggle with these temptations every day would be a lie but blogging and journaling have made a very significant impact to help relieve my stress and thoughts of pursuing those actions.
Whatever you may struggle with just know you always have someone who will fight for you. Who never looses a fight for His son or daughter. Who is able to bring you peace at any moment. God has your back, He is always fighting for you.
I take this bottle from the shelf, Go straight to the bottom where all my demons dwell. She said “Welcome to a hell where you can scream but they won’t hear you yell.”
This used to be me but no more. While I’m on the trip I’m plegging to myself, my squad and God that I will be sober from ANY SUBSTANCE. Even though we are aloud to have a responsible amount of alcohol if we would like to, I will be refraining from that.
God said to me “If your going to be BOLD for something, then be BOLD FOR ME.” And that’s what I am doing. #RiseUpForTheKingdom
