So often we think of missionaries as people who give up what they own, move to another country and rely on monthly financial support. They "live on mission". As I have been preparing for the Race, God has convicted me of that mentality. Here I am looking forward to leaving the country, being lead by the Holy Spirit in ministry and praying for homeless people on the streets. That doesn't sound odd, but shouldn't that display daily life anywhere and not just when I'm on a missions trip? The fact of the matter is, I work downtown Portland, Oregon and walk by homeless every day yet do nothing. I avoid them now, but look forward to ministering to homeless in South America. There is no difference, yet why do I make a difference in my mind? I make excuses:
- I will be looked at as weird
- If I stop, if will take too long and I'll be late for work
- I'm with a co-worker
- A co-worker or boss will see me
- I'm clocked-in and doing errands for work
- I'm a girl and feel vulnerable
If God really is my everything and I want to live for Him, why am I inconsistent in my witness? IF I am truly going to be living out my faith in Jesus- here and on the Race I can't fake it. Even if it seems as if I am passionate and courageous in the Race, the REAL me is the one who is fearful. Ultimately, I won't be affective if I fake it and will be lying to myself and everyone else. I hope that the race will encourage and build my confidence and faith in Christ- not mask my fears and then go back to the way I am now.
How can I truly be a follower of Jesus? Are you living on mission everyday? How can I be more intentional about shining Jesus's light and letting it shine, as it says in the popular Christian children's song This Little Light of Mine. By ignoring people who are hurting and need Jesus, I am hiding my light. Living a life for Christ isn't just about going a 2 week or year trip. It is about a daily obedience to Christ and letting our light shine before men.
"You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Not do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven." – Matthew 5:26
The Lord is always faithful and through obedience he has strengthened my heart! On the way home one day, the Lord place an opportunity before me in the protection of my car. My windows were down, music up, and I was the first at the stop light. Here was homeless man with a cardboard sign. I instantly felt like I should pray for him. So instead of rolling up my windows to feel more protected, I asked if I could pray for him. Before the light turned green I lifted this nameless man to the Lord. After I was done, I felt like I was flying. The reward of obedience is so great! Thank you Jesus! He is faithful.
I don't want to just go on a mission. I want to live on mission!
