How ironic is it that I am writing a breaking free blog when we are locked in a compound. God has jokes.
It is so cool what God has been doing in my life within the last few days even!! Holy crap!
So we got into Granada about a week ago for debrief.
At debrief we got to do the one thing I have been wanting to do since I have been on the race:
A spirit lead time of worship.
And oh my goodness did the Holy Spirit show up ready to party.
Let’s get this straight building walls has become a full time job for me. To be honest this is exhausting but the pain of being broken or hurt in my head sounds far worse.
Then on the other hand chains are a thing that I have seem to be connected to that only keeps me getting hurt over and over again.
A constant battle of being exhausted, in captivity, a prisoner to my sins and shame was the life that was keeping me from the fullness of the kingdom.
“I was chained in, then you opened every door that held me bound, and you gave me the key”
“You have broke my chains of sin and shame and covered me with grace.”
Jesus I proclaim that my chains are broken because we know you hold this power!!
I break the chain of comparison
I break the chain of shame
I break the chain of doubt
I break the chain of porn and masturbation
I break the chain of finding my identity in works
I break the chain of having to not make mistakes
I break the chain of thinking I am not enough
I break the chain of not being worthy
I break the chain of lust
I break the chain of not being loved
I break the chain of soul ties
I break the chain of passivity
I break the chain of not speaking up
I break the chain of being comfortable
I tear down the walls of not letting people in based of the fear of being hurt
I tear down the walls of not letting people know the real me
I tear down the walls of masking pain with joy
I tear down the walls of believing everyone can do better than me
I tear down the walls that do not allow me to be confident
I tear down the walls that hold back my full potential
John 14:12 says, “Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the work I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.”
Why do Christians not believe this!!!
Well I am stepping out in faith. I am free. I am not in captivity. Nothing can hold me back!! I have had my chain broken and my walls knocked down and I know that I can do anything through Christ. My strength alone will never be enough but God’s arms keep lifting me up into such greatness!
