I think about things too much. Right now I am planning a mission trip for spring break and I am really stressed out about it. Things are just not going according to plan. Things are supposed to go off without a hitch, right? Right. The other night I was just at my wits end and I had nothing left after days of stress and exhaustion, so I prayed. And I prayed. And I just gave it up. I told God that I would let him take over and figure out everything that needs to be done between now and spring break. And the next day, we had the last driver we needed. That isn’t really the whole story, but its pretty close.
I’m pretty sure God was trying to teach me a lesson. I’m really bad at trusting him. I say that I trust him, but I really don’t. But that night when I just couldn’t do it anymore, I had to trust God. I had no one else that I could give that problem to. So that is what I am doing with my support raising. I feel pretty good about where I am with it right now, but still, I am going to use that lesson he taught me the other night and let him take care of it. My squadmate Jessica didn’t check her support account last month, and just trusted God to take over. That is what I am going to do this month. I am not going to check my account and try not to let it weigh on my mind.
Right now I have $4,462.50 in my account. With pledges and monthly donations, that comes out to $5,310.
God is definitely taking care of me! I have been so blessed and I am so thankful to everyone who has donated so far!
