God,
I feel kind of fat today.
I totally blew it again this last week with sin.
It feels like I don't measure up a lot of the time.
Not good enough, not pretty enough, not smart enough.
What the heck am I doing after the race, Lord?
I wish I could forgive and forget easier.
Where am I going to get enough money to do Your will?
Sometimes I feel like I've made such a mess of my life until now….
…who will ever accept my mistakes and flaws?
I'm a Christian…why all of these feelings of hopelessness still?
I wish my family knew how much I loved them, like REALLY love them.
My friends don't even know how badly I miss them most of the time.
At times, I'm still so hurt and confused. I don't want to this pain anymore.
Ugly.
Scarred.
Unsure.
Regretful
Confused
Messy
Forgotten
Lost
God…I'm so scared.
Liz
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Dear Liz,
I Am Bigger.
I Am Bigger than you will ever be.
Bigger than your insecurities, your doubts, fears, worries.
I Am so much Bigger than the comparisons you make with your body…it hurts me when you do that.
I Am Bigger than your sin you still find yourself trapped in.
Bigger than bondage, than captivity…I Am Bigger.
I Am even bigger than that zit you found on your forehead today you crazy girl.
I Am Bigger than your shortcomings and that pain you still hold onto. But please, let it go already.
I Am Bigger than your capacity to love. You can't do it on your own, so stop trying and let Me!
Bigger than your Past, your Present, and your Future…I Am Bigger.
Bigger than any financial circumstance you come across.
I AM BIGGER THAN SATAN'S STUPID LIES HE FEEDS YOU!!!
I Am Bigger than your
Family
Friends
Job
Education
Success
Husband
Ministry
Church
This mission trip
I Am Bigger!
Believe that I Am the “I Am.”
I Am Bigger and
I Am your Everything
…And I love you crazy girl.
Your Loving Savior, Jesus.
