Training camp was epic. It was wonderful to meet my squad and my team – every single one of them is amazing. I'll have another blog about them 🙂
God showed up in huge ways. but not how I expected…. like always.
A little back story – I'm stubborn. like ridiculously stubborn. So normally God kinda has to give me a kick in the shines to get my attention. But not this time…..
During worship while I would normally be jumping around, hands high – I felt God calling me to be still. To listen to Him. I found myself holding out my hands just praying and waiting for God to speak to me.
As I stood there He started gently bring things to mind that I needed to ask forgiveness for, things I needed to let go of and showed me things that have hurt Him. I'd like to say that I let go of all my hurts and worries and that all my scars are healed.
But I didn't and they're not.
Honestly, it has been a rough year, there are certain events and issues that God brought to light that I pushed away. It's going to be a process. And it will be good.
I'm learning to be still. To hear His voice. To trust Him fully.
Training Camp did change me.
But there is a lot more to come. That excites and terrifies me.
So bring it on.
