Who Am I?

“I don’t know”

“I guess there’s a lot left to ponder” – Derek Zoolander

“The results are in amigo, what’s left to ponder?”- Hansel

wise words from my favorite male model, Hansel. 

THE RESULTS ARE IN!! 

I know who I am, I am God’s beloved daughter. I am not just wandering around aimlessly. I am walking the path with God to bring him to the nations. This is something the church has been telling me for years and this week has been all about believing it and embracing that as my identity. I am HIS. Not only am I not my own, but He is guiding me with his love and knowledge. He knows me better than even I know myself, and what could be better than that? He lights my path and I just have to chose to stay on it, to say yes and go all in to this process. The process of losing myself in Him. And I want it. I don’t want my lame voice and ideas that keep me from being the best that I can be. The one God wants me to be. I’m all in, Everything I have is His and I’m ready to bust out of my skin waiting for this race to start, To see what this year holds. 

Training camp has been a challenging week so far, but also a great week. The G-squad– the 55 racers who will travel around the world with me– is amazing! These people will become my family for the next year and I can’t wait to get to know them better over the next 7 weeks before launch and the next year as we go out. Each day is different, a surprise bout the schedule, the food, the team we will work with, but God is working in those surprises preparing us for all the unknowns we will have over the next year.  We are being broken into teams and while the process is frustrating at times, it is good, and I trust the staff to put us where we will be best suited to minister next year. 

Pray for the last few days that I am here in Georgia. That I am able to sit with God and have peace in the team building process. Pray for safe travel to Alaska and a sweet time up there with friends. I will update more as I have time, but the next session is about to begin.