My Blog is finally up… this journey just got a lot more real!

To start things off, let me tell you about the World Race and how I was called to it. 



India, Nepal, Thailand, Unspecified Asian Country (more on that later), Cambodia, Vietnam, Rwanda, Uganda, Kenya, Latvia, Estonia/Lithuania… Wow what a list! Now try saying it 10 times fast 😉



From July 2012 through June 2013, those are the 11 countries I will be living in (approximately one per month). Yes, I will be out of the US for almost one whole year. It took me a while to wrap my head around this fact. It means I will be celebrating Christmas away from my family (most likely in Vietnam), and my 25th birthday away from friends (most likely I'll be in Latvia). So why am I going on this adventure? For that answer, I need to share a bit of my testimony.



I was fortunate to grow up in a 
Christian home. Even though my parents were raised in Christian homes, neither of them had a close relationship with God when they got married. When my sister and I were toddlers, we were blessed to move into a neighborhood where a few of our neighbors went to Mariners Church. They invited my family, and Mariners became the church I grew up in. 



At age 5, I accepted Christ as my savior while at a weekly church group called AWANAS. Looking back, I don't quite think I understood what that meant, because I remember praying "THE prayer" each week when they asked the kids in my group "Who wants to accept Jesus into their hearts?" 🙂 

 
 I was forced to reevaluate that choice shortly afterward. From the ages of 7-12, I lost four family members (my mom's sister, my mom's Dad, my mom's stepmom, and my dad's great-aunt). These losses caused me to think about death, heaven, and eternity A LOT. I remember in 5th and 6th grade having a hard time falling asleep at night. The concept of eternity terrified me and this question haunted my thoughts: "What if heaven doesn't exist?" The possibility that everything I knew and loved could be gone in an instant freaked me out — it would freak any child. 



Through studying the Bible, asking a lot of questions, going to group therapy sessions for kids, and prayer, I finally decided that God was the real deal and I made the decision in 6th grade to get baptized. I wanted to be obedient to God, and I wanted to show the world that I believed in Him. 



Since that point, my relationship has looked a lot like the mountains… plenty of highs and lows. But not once have I doubted His existence like I did when I was young. 



My lows have often been a result of attacks from the enemy (satan), or from my own selfishness. Having a relationship with God is like having a relationship with people in the sense that relationships take work. They require time spent with one another. A majority of the low points in my walk have been a result of me being dumb enough to think I can do this life on my own, or that I don't have time for God. 



But God is faithful. He is patient. He is good. And He loves us unconditionally. His arms are always open to His children. 



And that's why I am going on the World Race. 

I have been blessed – now I want to be a blessing.

I have been loved – now I want to bring love.

I’ve been invited – I want to share the invitation.

I have been changed – to bring change. 



Some of you might be asking: "Why not stay local? Doesn't Los Angeles need God?"

Of course LA needs God. As someone who has lived in LA for the past 5.5 years, I am well aware I live in a broken city. But don't worry, there are lots of Christians here who are being used by God to reach the people of "Lost" Angeles. There are churches like Bel Air Presbyterian and Reality LA and organizations like The Dream Center that are doing amazing things in God's name. 



I am going on the World Race, because that is where I feel called right now. Here are a few ways I am I feeling called to this particular adventure:

– Three years ago, my sister shared with me the book, "Not For Sale," which is all about the horrors of human trafficking and what people are doing to stop it. Since then I have been wanting to work with these victims and help them find hop. I  haven't found a n opportunity, until now. India, Cambodia, Thailand, & Nepal have alarming amounts  of human trafficking. After reading "Not For Sale," my heart has been drawn especially to Cambodia. I am super excited to finally get to go there. I can't wait to see what God has in store. 

– I like adventure. A lot. For years, I have had a feeling that, at some point in my life, God and I would go on a really big adventure that involved lots of traveling and "roughing it." This past December, I began journaling. During these times of journaling and prayers, I felt like God was telling me the adventure I had dreamed about was drawing near.

– After several years of desiring to do a long-term missions trip, July is the perfect time to go. My commitment to my job ends in May. My commitment to the junior high group I volunteer with ends in June. And my apartment lease is up June 30. With all of my current commitments coming to a close, July is the perfect time to go do something bold. 

-I love working with Youth. It is the heart God gave me. I particularly love working with Junior High kids. A dream of mine would be to one day own a summer camp. Part of me wishes I could do that immediately. But I know God has a lot to teach me. I know there is a lot more for me to experience and learn. And I know that means going to 11 different countries, serving the orphaned and widowed,  and getting to experience God in ways I never could have imagined. I'm stoked!

I am inviting you to partner with me in this adventure in whatever way God calls you.  I would be most grateful if you would consider: 
* Praying for me as I prepare for this journey – emotionally, physically and spiritually.
* Praying for me while I am in these 11 countries, that I may be open to God's direction for my service.
* Praying for my physical safety and emotional stamina during the journey.
* Donating financial support:  i need to raise $15,500 through World Race to make this happen. I will also need to pay for necessary gear, all pre-travel vaccinations and international medical insurance, and my airfare to the first country.   
* Sharing this blog with others – to see how God will work in great ways to make this journey happen. 

Thank you and God Bless!