Since being in El Salvador I have not felt like myself. The enemy has disguised himself and made me believe so many lies about myself. He told me I was unworthy, unloved, not worth it, and made me feel more broken then I ever have in my life.
I mentioned to my squad leader how I was feeling and she told me that she felt I needed to be delivered. I had no idea what that meant, so she described to me how she herself was delivered a couple days before we launched. Deliverance is being freed from the hold satan has on your life, and proclaiming the Lords power in every situation of your life. I had been allowing ties from satan piggy back onto me and it was making me believe I am something that I’m not. Katie went through many questions with me that day:
“Is Jesus your savior?”
“Do you truly believe he died for your sins?”
“How are you feeling?”
“Why are you feeling this way?”
“Do you want to change?”
And we just proclaimed God and welcomed His presence. We casted out fear, anxiety, brokenness and so much more. We welcomed peace, love, and healing.
I could one by one feel the ties being broken.
I had to repent to the Lord for allowing myself to believe the lies satan told me. Spiritual warfare is real yall, and I don’t know why but it’s so much heavier over seas.
The Lord is teaching me things about myself that I’ve never even imagined. He tells me everyday I am chosen. He speaks to me, yall. Like we are friends! It makes every day easier. In no way could I make it through one day here without my relationship with the Lord. I would fall apart every minute without Him.
Crazy stuff guys! Crazy stuff.
