I have to say this year has been full of life changing memories and valuable lessons, many of which were created by and with my amazing team Luminous. My amazing teammate, Steph, said it all when putting together her final blog reflecting the year. Enjoy a taste of her hilarious sense of humor and amazing writing and photography skills. I keep telling her she has a career in them both=) My reflections are still to come but in the meantime, enjoy a glimpse into our world as seen by Steph. Thank you Steph for all the love and care (not to mention countless hours and sleepless nights) that went into this final blog. I already miss your presence and can’t wait to see you again! Enjoy…
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So another (school) year is ending… it’s hard to believe
that the time I’ve spent in the same classes with these fab five starting in January, among a
graduating class of 52, is over. It’s so
hard to say goodbye. Yea, it was quite
an unconventional academic year, with most of our sessions taking place in
different environments – orphanages, bars, English centers, hotels, feeding
centers, beaches, classrooms, churches – in different countries around the world. We’ve each had moments worthy of detention (I
don’t think expulsion ever came up) and moments worthy of extra merit and many
gold stars…. the memories we’ve made will last a lifetime. 

As I look back on the first weeks of school, and then the
middle of the year, I have nothing short of love for my fellow class- er, teammates
– heck, family. As a final shout out, here
are my yearbook entries to each of them.. Of course, no graduation would be complete without Green Day’s Time of
Your Life playing – so cue the music (on your own).

Jen Den

Most Likely to: Add cereal and sprinkles as two additional
(but separate) food groups without conferring the USDA, making the food
pyramid’s official title (at least according to Wikipedia) Jen Den’s Improved
American Food Guide Pyramid.  

Voted Best: Dimples – I’m not sure what twinkles
more, her nose
ring or these two cute skin
indentations!                                                                                                                

What I’ve Learned from Her: The effectiveness of
discipleship when the heart is genuinely interested and concerned.  Jen’s love  for the squad, and especially for
mentoring young women, has grown more apparent throughout
the year, and it is
clearly where she’s most herself. I’ve
seen her intentionality with individuals develop into great friendships
full of inside jokes, special lingo and sincere endearment. I’ve also
learned the importance of guarding
time with God and with oneself by Jen’s example. I’ve loved being able
to see her
multi-dimensional
and dynamic personality unfold and be unleashed this
year. Jen – you have charisma and could
(Lucky) charm your way into a cereal box, but you’re also full of
depth, have
the ability to really listen and yet know when and how to lighten the
mood. Thanks for being real and for making scary things like transition
of life’s seasons and awakening more of the Holy Spirit within, more
normal and feasible in daily life.  I’ll never see paperclips the same
way again,
and whenever God puts them across my path, I’ll think of ya. I eagerly
await calls and emails from ya..
especially (but not limited to) when you tell me you’ve gotten your
cereal
restaurant off the ground!

Favorite Memory: A day spent together in downtown Bistrita,
Romania… ice cream coning, window shopping, laughing at absurd outdoor wheelchair ramps with a near 90
degree angle, eating pizza and having both flighty and deep conversation.
 
 *You’re loved.  Tacky twins forever!  Cheek strokes from afar..
Imagining the ultimate re-entry Xmas package.. a FedEx box arrives at
the front door.. inside lies your pecan pie.. but lo and behold,
there’s an even bigger box next to it.  Out pops Dimples herself, like
whoa.. tackling me w/ a bear hug and proceeding to sit on my lap for
hrs, munching on bowls of cereal… sigh, a girl can dream, right?
 

Lins (also deemed Becks and Blonde)

Most Likely to: Win nearly every game of Settlers of Catan:
Cities and Knights – even when she appears off to a slow start or seems
improbable to emerge victorious, she somehow discovers two or three different
ways to get to 13 points first.

Voted Best: Eyelashes – with mascara, she can drastically
change her daytime and nighttime looks, ha!

What I’ve Learned from Her: What true sisterhood
means, what
it means to give and receive edification and to give acceptance and be
accepted
100% of the time. Some of Lins’ major roles have been as my PR woman,
sidekick, moral support, lifesaver and lifegiver. She never ceased to encourage me in my talents/obsessions, thinking of
ways I
can fulfill my dreams. She gave
me nudges and kicks when I needed either, knowing when to differentiate
between
the two… but mostly, she has loved me absolutely, speaking life and
encouragement
(and silliness) in only the way she can. Her abilities to go forth with
her dreams, think outside the box, connect God’s ppl globally, and her
heart for seeing
women released from bondage will no doubt do great things for His kingdom. Lins – what words can express the thanks I
have for your votes of confidence in me all year, for the lavish love and
attention you’ve shown me (breakfast in bed, drawing me my first bubble bath in
yeeeeears, checkin on me in my sleep, dates, etc etc), for the way we can delve into conversation about anything
while doing
any type of ministry together (bar outreach, English teaching,
sleepover at Tanya’s, brick laying, sand/dirt sifting, baking lotsa
cookies..), for how you know and understand me to the core and feed me
in the
ways I need to be fed? Thanks for explaining basic things with a
3rd grade teacher’s patience, and celebrating my small victories with
the pride of a teacher to her 3rd grader, like when I lit the propane
stove with a match. Your voice and opinions have kept our team going
and on our feet, your creative ideas have kept us having fun.. To say
I’ll miss
you when you’re in Spain (& beyond) is a huge (as in, how I like my
steak – huge) understatement. Know that a piece of my heart
is going with
you, and you just might find your partner in crime in your luggage..
Speaking of crime, if I ever need a bail out or someone to be an
eyewitness, I have blind faith in you to represent me.

Favorite Memory: Soo many times we’ve spent
together, it’s hard to choose, but perhaps our special date night at
the
Lugansk Philharmonic followed by a romantic candlelight dinner… the
music was magical, and then there was steak (and for you, wine).  Plus,
I admit, it was neat to
have you to myself.
 
*Lunch convo that took place last month at YWAM base:
Lins: I can’t imagine life without you.
Me: Smiles and continues to stuff face
Andrew (YWAM student): Aw, you’re talking about Dave right?  Your marriage?
Lins: No, I’m talkin bout me and Chiu.
HA.  I’ve enjoyed our marriage, altho it was less than a year..
does that qualify for an annulment?  Btw, back in college, I loved an
indie flick titled Me Without You.. not sure if you deducted what it’s
about from that, but it was about two best friends growing up and
living life, w/ severe emotional ties.. Anyway, Marina, the clingy,
emotionally unstable best friend, wails to her dependable other half,
Holly, “There’s no me without you!” While Holly insists there is, and I
know there is, I’m the Marina to your Holly – minus, hopefully, the
clingy, emotionally unstable part.  There’s no Blonde without
Blonder… so I might just hafta cry and grab onto your ankles at the
airport… your Asian kid can’t be left behind.
 
 
  
 
Dave

Most Likely to: Attract mice, cockroaches, or other such
vermin/rodents..

Voted Best: Height – just entering a room, he adds a
presence that’s hard to miss. Or Blue
Steel look. He has the male model
chiseled cheekbones..

What I’ve Learned from Him: Quality control. Dave performs with such high standards and a
strong work ethic. The effort and care
that he spends outlining and painting a sign, designing a patio, leveling dirt,
dusting scones with sugar, preparing for a sermon, explaining the game of
Settlers to a newbie, or simply talking to a local, has made an impression on
me multiple times. Dave’s tenderness and
humility have   shown that boldness and faith don’t have to equate to
loud and extreme. This year he’s been
the pacifier of our team, often putting others at ease with his accepting and
sincere nature. Dave – it doesn’t take
lifting a bucket in Romania to know that you’re strong, more than just
physically (altho that hasn’t waned despite lots of manual labor
and old age,
impressive, haha). Continue to usher
others under your wing, cuz God’s given you a large wingspan for a
reason. I know you’ll continue to find your voice, boldness and passion
in Spain. Thanks for leading us thru 2 tough ATLs (among other
countries) and being our sugar daddy all year w/o complaint.  I’ve so
enjoyed seeing you come alive and be creative in different projects,
and flat out giddy and excited both in- and outside of ministry. You’re
the best blue collar partner
a gal could ask for – knowing how much I could handle without
encroaching on my
pride, but also giving me the hand I needed many times. I’ll miss you,
your scones, cinnamon rolls
and funny antics!

Favorite Memory: Hm, tough to choose from the many projects of Team Detailed.. Maybe trying to wrap up the brick patio as
the sun started to set one evening, or shoveling muck from a trailer into
wheelbarrows and helping each other push them up a hill and dump them into the
garden w/o eating the hill, all while discussing Thanksgiving logistics…
 
 *Stay ridiculously good looking, Dave! Btw, while we were diggin
for gold @ the Chic Boutique, I came across and am keeping in storage a
purple turtleneck for future baby Isaac – he’ll hafta have the
white-blonde curly bangs to go along with the look.  oh, and he’ll
hafta be in high school for this photo, like father like son.  Jk..
btw, is it right for a Canadian to celebrate Canadian thanksgiving (not
even a real holiday) in Ukraine, then make plans to celebrate American
T-giving back in Canada??  If I keep this up, will you remove me from
your will?  I’m still your Asian child.. and I can divorce my parent.
 
 
 
 

Benny (also goes by
Barry or B)

Most Likely to: Fit into Lindsay’s pants, yep, literally. (refer to pic of him in gray pants)

Voted Best: HAIR (the envy of females)!!!! DUH. A
huge culture shock of going home will be returning to stick straight Asian hair
to scratch.. saaaaad. Need I say
more? 

What I’ve Learned from Him: Euchre, Spades, Hearts.. hehe. In addition, I’ve learned that one of the few
ways to get him riled up is to diss his “Finnish” pronunciation of the commonly
used and extremely important word sauna. Even when debating the pronunciation of said
word, and why the mountains, lakes and fires in the UP are incomparable to
anything we’ve seen all year, he will still be able to keep track of whose turn
it is in any given game and what moves each player
should make. All that being said, Benny’s taught me a lot
about waiting on God’s timing/voice/plans, true worship coming from the
heart, stepping
into the frontlines no matter how much we hafta die to self.. he’s
taught me
about self-control and discipline, taming the tongue and being slow to
anger
and quick to listen. He’s inspired me
with his passion to know the Word intimately and to not just know about
God,
but to know Him as a wild lover. Benny –
God has definitely given you a wisdom and understanding beyond your
years, a contagious spirit, and a strength and endurance for anything
that comes
your way.  He has so much more in store for ya, it’s sick. Keep seeking
to know, knowing how to seek, and blessing others with the
way you love on everyone. I can’t begin
to describe how much I’ll miss your fun n’ easygoing company, sense of adventure, Spirit-led
worship and Euchre partnership. Thanks
for your patience in repeating things until I get it, supporting me in my
randomness, and letting me obsess about your hair. My separation anxiety from that will result
in a new obsession… shag carpets. Come
visit me in the DC when you emerge from the woods, the wilderness, or simply your UP.

Favorite Memory: Probably our attempt to hitchhike back to
Dalat, Vietnam after a 3-day motorcycle tour. Although being the first person he told about peeing on some rowdy dogs
in Cambodia and then seeing the dogs run away scared comes close.
 
*I see elements of ya in my fave quote:

“The only people for me are
the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved,
desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a
commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles
exploding like spiders across the stars ” – Jack Kerouac

 You don’t get mad (much) but you’re mad – to save and be saved,
to free and be freed, to lead and be led, to obey and not doubt… to
be mad is great when you’re mad for Him the way you are.  Plus, the
word “burn” was mentioned 3x, for your fires. =)  Btw, if we have a
family reunion/potluck in the (near) future, wanna collaborate w/ me on
bringin the Coke?  😉
 
Oh, your hair — the styles it’s gone to.. let’s have a look, shall we?
 Other ‘non-hair specific’ moments…
 
 

Melissa (Mel)

Most Likely to: Be a respectable competitor against a
Haitian orphan in a Wash-Off (washing team laundry by hand) with categories including time
lapsed, wrist action and cleanliness of clothes. 

Voted Best: Poses/facial expressions – she can position herself to be silly,
serious, kick-butt, or uber-vogue in a matter of seconds it takes to snap a
picture!

What I’ve Learned from Her: Perseverance and interceding on
others’ behalf. Mel has overcome many
trials because of God’s faithfulness and strength and her own desire to choose
in and press deeper, getting her hands dirty if need be, to gain freedom. As she’s had her fair share of injuries and
illnesses this year, I’ve learned that God may use the circumstances to teach
those around her compassion,
patience and discernment between physical and
spiritual warfare.  I can’t say I’ve
gotten it completely figured out, but thanks to her, I now ask more of
the questions
instead of shrugging things off.  Mel’s
taught me that differences shouldn’t hinder the strive to understand
and love. Mel – thanks for grace and forgiveness, all
your prayers  and words for myself and others (quite inspiring to see
you claim
your gifts), and for the ways you’ve served and loved me even when it
wasn’t always clear or convenient as to how. I’m excited to get the AIM
Canada updates and to see what God continues
to do in/with you. Your excitement will breed lotsa cool stuff.

Favorite Memory: Seeing one of Mel’s biggest dreams come
true as we happened to arrive in Pemba, Mozambique on the exact day that the
base was throwing Heidi Bakker’s 50th birthday celebration.
 
*You’re great at loving the one in front or beside you.. only you
could be squeezed next to a local African in a bus crammed full of
people, and preach the gospel and share about what it’s like to fall
madly in love with Jesus, to your fellow passenger.  Meanwhile, I’m
sleeping on whoever’s next to me, or waking up just in time to figure
out what food I wanna buy through the window to hoard for later.. Also,
we have you to thank for falling off a truck, getting up, being prayed
for by your one and only, and being ridiculously blessed with a
one-time, special 10 day bush outreach experience.  Any chance you’ll
play the lottery?
 
 
 

Me
(aka Chiu, Chiu-berry, Chiusome, Blonder, Bephany Goo, Gooster,
Chiu-bacca – it’s not surprising that this year, I’ve nearly forgotten
my first name, as it’s irrelevant on the squad)

Most Likely to: Do, drink, eat or ask something stupid outta
curiosity – while making sure someone is documenting the whole thing.

Voted Best: Smile – I have perfected the art of the “cheese”
after years and years, rolls upon rolls of film, albums upon albums of
family photos!

What I’ve Learned: It was not a mistake to pack 6
batteries and 3 memory cards.  Ha.  But seriously, I’m enough just as I
am. I was made for His pursuit and
captivation. The quirks I had before the
Race, before spending 24-7 with a new set of family, that I often
wondered if I
should try and change, have been confirmed and even appreciated by
people this
year.. leading me to believe that God created me to be this way! I’ve
learned not to compare my journey, my
knowledge, my growth, my healing, my experiences and my skills and gifts with
anyone else’s (that’s quite a mouthful, and still quite a mindful to be mindful
of…). My mistakes are covered by His
grace. Things I have a knack or
inclination or passion for are very possibly things that He’s put in me and
given to me to take ownership
of (someway, somehow)…I’ve grown in grabbing hold of self-confidence
and beauty, altho there’s still room for more growth.. I’ve learned
that there’s a spiritual realm that’s deeper and more prevalent than I
previously knew existed, and that we’re in a battle that He’s already
won… that being said, don’t seek out
Satan to destroy him, but point out God to the world. I’ve learned that
God’s capable of doing crazy awesome things and blessing the crap outta
me, but He’s also into disciplining those He loves and drawing me into
the desert if that’s what it takes to capture my heart, mind, soul and
being.. if I’m looking for a wild lover, He is IT!  He’s the perfect
example.. He’ll do anything to grab ahold of me, and “He won’t relent
until He has it all.” I’m asking more questions and have a greater
interest in going deeper in the Word.. Only through the Race this year,
have seeds been planted and I’ve been nudged towards discovering more
of the Holy Spirit and what He’s capable of doing in and thru me.
 
I may not know my exact
next steps, but I am continuing to learn to trust that my feet are pointed in
the right direction. I may not have
performed or seen extreme physical healing, but I’ve learned that it’s about
inner healing. I may not
have cast out
demons, but I’ve learned to cast out fear and doubt. I may not be
speaking in the Spirit, but I
learned to speak of things of the Spirit. I may not have a testimony
that’s outta this world, but I have the capability to show love,
patience, kindness, compassion, gentleness, humility, self-control and
grace that’s outta this world cuz it’s Him inside me.. and
that holds all the power, when exercised. I may have been given praise
from people about abandoning ‘life as we know it’ this year to serve
others, but it pales in comparison to the glory He deserves.  I also
learned that I’m a slow processer, so this is all a mental explosion
with little flow, as I’ll probably begin to really reflect on the year
much later. 
Favorite Memory: My attempt to put an orphan into a backpack
and climb up to the roof in Haiti. That
sums up my mischief, desire for adventure, unpredictability, love of rooftops,
and questionable baby-sitting ethics. Or
the time(s) I drank bodily fluid.. showing that childhood dreams do come true,
curiosity doesn’t kill the cat, and that it’s all mental, people!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Team Luminous
It’s been a yearful, hasn’t it? I won’t forget
any of it – not any day, meal or waking moment, seeing as how I
probably captured all of it on film. You know how much you mean to
me… Here’s to new seasons, next chapters, and continuing to run hard
after Him.  I’ll end
with this well-spoken truth from the ever-pondering, ever-searching and
ever-learning Carrie Bradshaw, of Sex and the City fame: “After
all, seasons change.  So do cities.  People come into your life and
people go.  But it’s comforting to know the ones you love
are always in your heart. And if you’re very lucky, a plane ride away.”
 
 

LOVE YOU GUYS!