I know freedom.
I walk in it now.
It is no longer just a word to me; it is a
lifestyle.
Yesterday God did something
significant in my heart and my mind.
After nearly two months of holding back, I finally spilled out my
seriously blocked-up emotions to my team.
To my surprise, it was an almost instantaneous release. Suddenly I could speak the truth! I could proclaim what I had wanted so
badly to say all along.
I mentioned in my blog
“Conquering the Dark Fog” that I had been dealing with a serious bout of
depression and loneliness for the past month. One of the major issues that came along with that was that I
essentially became a mute. I
couldn’t pray with my team, I couldn’t speak my mind, I couldn’t put my
feelings into words, I couldn’t think clearly or process anything I was
experiencing. I became like a
shell, a vague representation of my true self. I was at a complete loss.
I am happy to say that now I
feel so free because I can be myself and I can embrace what God is doing in
me! Now I want to finish the Race because I know I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!
“Christ has set us free to
live a free life. So take your
stand! Never again let anyone put
a harness of slavery on you.”
-Galatians 5:1 (MSG)
