Hiiiiiiiii
First of all, I know it’s been a while. In India, my laptop broke and I haven’t been able to write since then. I made it to Costa Rica, where I have been the past few weeks. Be expectant of more blogs to come—there are many half-written sitting on my computer. I have walked through so much these past few months, but, most importantly, I must share a major update:
The Corona Virus’ worldwide impact has cut my trip short, as many borders are rapidly closing and Adventures In Missions decided for our safety and well-being. I feel great peace about this decision, but I am also beginning on odd season of grief and transition. There is great weight on my heart to be leaving the lifestyle and community that has marked the past seven months, and to be returning to a country in such great panic. These people I have spent every moment with for half a year have changed my life, and it is painful to have had such an abrupt goodbye. It’s no secret that transitioning home after the world race is difficult, but it’s even more challenging because of the unexpected way we are returning.
My squad has been very positive and resilient as we have worked through this. We all agreed to not think of it as losing the last three months. Instead, we are choosing to see it as a route change. We surrendered nine months to God, and He so kindly gifted us three back. We chose to follow Him, and right now He is leading us home! There is no time to be bitter or entitled because God has given us promises of hope and a future.
As we have processed and debriefed collectively, my perspective has broadened to see the blessings beyond all of this madness. This tragic and fear-inducing outbreak has brought hundreds of missionaries back to America—something that is monumental in history to say the least. Secondly, I have a really unique opportunity. The timing of my return has given me space from the chaos, and shown me how to lean towards the Lord in preparation to come back to a very different country than it was when I left in September. I can choose to succumb to fear and allow the social climate to spread anxiety, or I can choose Christ. By choosing Christ, I can bring living hope to those around me, and I can extend the comfort that exists in constant relationship with Him. I can walk knowing that the Holy Spirit is living inside of me, and I can trust the Lord’s provision through it all. God is not surprised by this pandemic. In fact, He knew this would happen when I signed up for my trip. So, why not trust the only one who has all the answers, the one whose omniscience has preplanned our steps?
So, in conclusion, I’m heading into this next season armed with strength and setting my eyes on what (who) is above. Prayer is my protection, and I extend it out to all of you. Please be safe, have faith, and reject fear. As believers, we have the Prince of Peace and Defeater of Death on our side!
This has been an incredible journey, and it’s not over yet 🙂
Living for Jesus is a lifetime of adventure, joy, and learning. I’m convinced I’ve only scratched the surface.
Until Next Time,
Lexi Hatten
