“God is not man, that he should lie, or a son of man, that he should change his mind. Has he said and will he not do it? Or has he spoken, and will he not fulfill it?” Numbers 23:19
I strongly feel with every bone in my body, that I was called to take part in this mission. I have started fundraising for my trip and it simply seems impossible that I will be able to go. I have a deadline approaching, and I have not made a dent in the amount that I need. That being said, I have already learned so much on my journey, and I think that one of the most important things is that however impossible something may seem, I have to trust that God will provide.
When I find myself stressed out recently (to the point of tears most of the time), I have to tell myself not to treat God as incapable. BECAUSE GOD IS NOT INCAPABLE. God’s resources have no limit. He controls all things including circumstantial and financial. Even having this in my mind, I ask “If God told me to do this (defer from college to go on a 9-month mission trip), why isn’t he showing me the support that I need right now? And there it is again, God has a reason for everything. I am learning to be faithful, trusting, and carefree in the embrace of God in every situation.
With that being said, if you feel led to donate to my trip, I would be so grateful. Know that as you give support, I am praying for you every single day. Thank you!
