Lately I’ve felt disconnected. Like the moped-filled world around me is furiously flying by.
My ministry this month in Vietnam is teaching English. I’ve been struggling with a couple of things since ministry began…
1. I am no where near qualified to teach anything.
2. The children I’m teaching are between the ages of 2-4 and therefore have less than no attention span.
I don’t know why I’m here. I don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing.
I feel helpless.
I want to connect to this ministry and these amazing people (because believe me they are amazing), but I don’t know what I’m doing.
I know I need to dive into God and find my purpose in Him alone, but it’s difficult to move past this feeling of being stuck.
I tell you all this because I need prayer. I’m teary-eyed as I type this because I hate this feeling.
I am only here in this incredable country, at this Godly ministry, with these absolutely amazing people for 3 short weeks.
I don’t want to miss this. I don’t want to let this World Race experience pass me by, but I can’t do it on my own. It’s only by God’s grace that I am here, and it is only by His grace that I will be able to make an impact this month.
So again I ask you for prayer. Please pray that I find connection again.
Connection with the ministry. Connection with the people. Connection with my team. Connection with myself. And most importantly connection with God.