I got back from training camp 4 days ago and since then have been trying to figure out how to put it all into words. So much happened in those 10 days it was (a bit) overwhelming.
During those 10 days God wrecked my life, my plans, and my future.
During those 10 days I had to give up indoor plumbing.
During those 10 days He destroyed my idea of self.
During those 10 days I slept without a solid roof over my head.
During those 10 days God showed me I am not enough.
During those 10 days I drank more water than I thought possible.
During those 10 days He made me like Abraham, and called me to give up what was most important to me.
During those 10 days God took away much of my life, what I valued most, my future, and my hopes.
BUT…
During those 10 days He started to rebuild my life, starting with the 53 incredible men and women of God I now call family.
During those 10 days I learned a little bit about just how blessed we are, even is all we have are porta-potties and luke-warm water.
During those 10 days God showed me who I am in Him.
During those 10 days He showed me a small glimpse into the lives of those without a home.
During those 10 days He showed me that ONLY he is enough.
During those 10 days God showed me how blessed I am because some go without access to water.
During those 10 days He showed me that without God I am nothing.
During those 10 days God started to rebuild my life, future, hopes, and even myself.
I know where my life would be without these past 10 days, now I have no clue where my life is heading. What I do know is that my life after those 10 days will be better than I could have ever imagined it.
