Launch
It’s been a year since my World Race, a lot has happened.
This journey I have been
Broken, challenged, confused, tired, wrestling, hurt, doubtful, fearful, believing and accepting lies.
BUT through that I have BECOME
Whole, healed, confident in who the Lord created me, alive, full of peace beyond all understanding, refined, humbled, free and a firm holder of Truth.
Yes there are still unsure moments, times of confusion and wondering, and many questions had. But there is a contentment in me that wasn’t there before.
How did I even get here?
The Father’s love, Jesus’s grace and the Holy Spirit’s guiding
As well as
Failing, questioning, wrestling, stepping up and out into uncomfortability and giving it all to the Lord over and over again.
Here is a new season of life’s journey.
Right now my heart feels pulled
My mind distracted
Why can’t I grasp what is in front of me?
I want to love deeply
But I know with it comes much pain
My Spirit says yes but my heart says no
I’m tired, not ready, miss home and the list goes on. I want to quit, run. That sounds so good.
Then the Lord’s voice intervenes with the chaos and He reminds me of His promises.
It’s true I can’t do this on my own strength, I am weak. I’ve seen that.
He called me back onto the field.
He knew what this season was going to look like
He planned out my steps
This means me letting go of control and letting Him be my strength
I don’t want to miss what God has for me this season. I want to see what He can do in those around me. I want to be a part of His Kingdom work here on earth.
I know that I don’t know everything. I don’t have all the answers.
I may feel unequipped for this, BUT God sees something in me
He knows me
He created me
He LOVES me
Let’s do this! World Race round 2!
P.S. After a week in Japan with the Squad, honestly, some days have been hard, but His faithfulness and love outweigh it all.
T Squad is FULL of some pretty sweet people <3 Thankful and excited to be a part of this journey!
