Two nights ago multiple members, myself included, were attacked spiritually. One of the girls had two panic attacks starting at 12:30am. I had two nightmares and in each dream I recognized there was a evil spirit in the dining room and woke up frozen in fear. I couldn’t move or speak for 10 minutes. One of my teammates, Abbie, “woke” me up during my last dream. She began to tell me that she was debating whether or not to wake me but felt God telling her too. “I feel like there is something watching over there” as she pointed to the same dining room that was in my dreams. Devan, my other teammate, rolled over and said that she felt the same thing and hadn’t been able to sleep all night. At that point I decided to share what I saw during our worship earlier in the evening.
“During worship I was looking around the room praying that Christ would be with us and how grateful i was for his love and greatness. As I scanned the room I saw a shadow come out from the doorway of the dining room with his finger over his mouth telling me to be quiet as he smirked. I thought I made it up because we had been rebuking demons that were in the house. (More had taken place earlier in the evening before we began to worship God.) But I am confident that he is still there. I can just feel it.”
As I looked into the darkness, the fear I had felt for the past two years came back full force. Memories of the weeks of sleepless nights rushed back to mind along with the paralyzingly fear I couldn’t get over even though I knew I was safe. The nightmares were coming. The lying whispers that I was told came rushing back. “…Christ never wanted you. Who do you think you are?!…You are unworthy!” Before I realized it I was in a ball crying and couldn’t speak. I lost my words and was overwhelmed with fear. The girls began to rebuke the demon that was in the room (though we couldn’t see him, we could feel his presence). My breath came back to me. I began to laugh in complete joy and peace.
We ended the night praising God in prayer and fellowship around God’s word and promises.
It’s hard for me to even bring this up because for years many said I was crazy or that I was just making it up. But this is not something to ignore. Spiritual warfare is real and we ought to be alert. We shall NOT be afraid of it! For my God, my savior, the one who died for you is victorious! Hallelujah!
Prayer request:
-Please be in prayer over the other two team houses. We are all facing spiritual warfare and are exhausted
-All the children we are teaching.
-Rest for myself and my house
Thank you so much for all your prayer and support. Y’all are amazing and I can feel the prayers! Keep’me coming! 🙂
