Something that I have been struggling with for the past few months has been trying to do everything on my own. I stress and worry. My mind ends up in so many different places,( im amazed im still sain) but I felt God grabbing me the other day and finally telling me " STOP" like stop trying to do this on your own …my logical mind was telling me that NO i need to keep going …must ..finish..letters..and fund raise…and get support.
but God told me that if i want to see any kind of result i was going to have to really rely on Him instead of trying to handle this on my own. So for anyone else that is having a hard time focusing on God because there distracted with things like work, school, being a parent or just having a rough time, I would like to start by telling you to breath, relax know that He has everything prepared and remember that you can do all things through HIM who gives you strength not yourself.
Another update on a lighter note! I FINALLY GOT A JOB! God is so faithful and dispite what we may think He always come through. I may not be in the time or way we want but his way is always perfect.
