Month Seven is the point in the race where: you find yourself eating with your hands without even feeling inhumane, being crammed into a crowded bus with twice as many human beings as there are seats for is just another day of average transportation, sleeping in tents is a blessing because you’ve had worse (train station floors, metal bus station seats, public foodcourt benches in the airport, on the ground on the side of the road, and the craziest bus situations than you could possibly imagine), sharing one bathroom with fifty people doesn’t phase you (heck, you’re happy just to have a bathroom), bringing your personal toilet paper and expecting to have to pay for public restrooms no longer frustrates you, wearing the same outfit for three days is not something to be embarassed about, you declare that baby wipes count as showering, looking like you have a skin disease is just life because the sun and mosquitoes have evil forces that cannot be defeated by American over the counter products, long, hard talks are a must because your team loves you too much to allow anything to be shoved under the rug (say what you need to say), you learn that overseas internet will always be slow like dial-up, being stared at and gauked over by men on the street doesn’t phase you (hold on to your purse and just ignore them), homesickness days are fewer and farer between, you come to expect and get used to goodbyes yet they never get easier, and tremendous growth in your walk with Christ is evident in every month that goes by. I call month seven the long stretch.


It’s the point in my race where I see where I’ve been spiritually and I know I’m headed where I want to go. The “long” part is that it hits you how long you’ve been out on the mission field as an overseas missionary- seven months! (That’s seven times longer than I’ve ever been away from home.) The cool part is that I feel so much stronger than I was in month three when the whole concept of being a missionary for more than a few weeks was completely overwhelming to me. I- the independent, germ-a-phob, clean freak, control freak- can actually do this!  I wouldn’t doubt it if God one day told me to pick up and leave America and make my life in Africa. The “stretch” part is that it takes an extra leap of faith, hardcore perserverance, and extreme dedication to the Word, worship, ministry, and community to receive new levels of growth and deeper intimacy with the Holy Spirit. People say they want to be closer to God all the time. I have news for you. It takes work. God loves me, I know. He loves me even if I don’t read my Bible. But, I want my relationship to be as intimate with Him as possible, to grow even more. I’m headed there. This is why I love month seven! Ha, and I haven’t even gotten to tell you about the amazing ministry of Mozambique! Oh, and it’s my favorite month thus far. 🙂



So, after three sleepless nights and four full days of non-stop traveling by African bus, two teams finally made it to Kedesh Boys Home. Twenty-six boys have come to be my brothers and friends. They are hard workers and the best gentlemen I have ever met. They range in age from 8-21. We all live in a treehouse where we gather together at nights for bible studies and watching movies or episodes of Lost on the big screen by projector. The boys make all the meals. Oatmeal and coffee for breakfast. Beans, rice, and bread for lunch. Cabbage, rice, and bread for dinner. Friday nights are special because we celebrate Shabbot Shalom. We have wine and cheese and deep biblical discussions. This is all lead by Uncle John, the founder and owner of Kedesh since 1994 and Heather who is like a mother figure for the boys. John follows the Old Testament laws that are followed by the Jewish religion. After working at a Jewish Camp for eight years I’ve sometimes wished I could be Orthadox Jew. I admire the Jewish culture and dedication to their scripture and laws. Sadly, they miss the entire point of the Bible- Jesus. I can tell that Uncle John follows Jesus with His whole heart and for him that looks like many things including not eating unclean animals like shrimp and pork, not cutting his hair, not working on Saturdays, not celebrating the pagan founded holidays of Christmas and Easter, and more. I strongly admire his sacrifes to the Lord, and want to dig deeper into scripture to seek the truth in how I should live a life fully pleasing to the Lord.



Uncle John started this home for boys who do not have parents or have a parent who is not able to support them because of harmful addictions or lack of finances, etc. All the boys are taught pratical work skills such as construction, welding, woodwork, electrical work, and even basic living skills like cooking and cleaning. The boys go to school but sadly, education for the young ones is poor. It isn’t uncommon for teachers to come to work drunk or not show up at all. There are many languages for Mozambique with the most common being Portuguese (in the towns) and Africaans (in the bush). Uncle John and Heather teach them English because it is essential for getting a good job. Like I said, they are hard workers. They even flock to us to hand wash our laundry for $1 (even the teenagers! $1!) You can’t get teenagers back at home to do their own landry, much less someone else’s for a mere buck. (I always give them more but don’t tell on me.) Soooooo…if you want to sponsor an older guy in school so that he can get education than this is an awesome outlet for that! Your money will be stewarded for good use, I know. They are very deserving.



ANYWAYS,
 
My job here is simple yet so essential….to love them. I help with encouragement in school work and hygeine, help in daily chores, and speaking/reading English. You can often find the boys and I making up dance routines (I’m in my first Boy’s Band, yeah!), cooking, wrestling herding goats, or out in the jungle climbing trees or planting trees/tilling the land with hoes…(I think I killed a few trees. Also, don’t tell on me for that.) The older ones and I laugh together a lot too with all the inside jokes we have! They’ve taught me to lay brick work and woodworking skills to build things such as the bench that Sergio and I are sitting on. We loved playing soccer and volleyball rain or shine!





 When I first arrived we were in a solid week of drought, having to walk out into the jungle to the well so get any water, having one bucket shower for the week, and not being able to flush the toilet, ewwww. We prayed, sang, danced for rain and boy did it come. We had a week of encountering a cyclone. It amazes me that my tent withstood it. Everyday was spent playing frisbee and socccer in the pouring rain. Water fights!!! Rain showers had a whole new meaning, involving shampoo. I slept so good and thanked the Lord for an abundance of water. 



Other happenings of the past month include feeding and loving on widows who come every Monday to receive help from the orphans and who in return help out around Kedesh. Can you say Jesus? 🙂 There is something about orphans helping widows and widows helping orphans that just touches my heart. We’ve also been ministering in churches in the bush. The drive is out in the middle of nowhere on a dirt road surrounded by claw and straw huts. We prepare a service full of dramas, songs, and testimonies. The Mozambique people love it! Like, it’s a huge deal to have visitors and man do we have fun dancing our hearts out for the Lord in a dark, packed room full of sweaty Jesus lovers. I have so much joy in dancing for the Lord, especially when it involves the white girl Cupid Shuffle. The common religions of this area are withcraft and “Christian” ancestor worship, so we focus our messages on satan being the enemy and the fact that there is only one God to worship- Jesus is the ONLY way! At times we have to speak through two translators but eventually the message gets to the people and no one is looking down at their watches in anticipation for the buffet lunch in town. No, but four hours later we finally make it outside to have their best food prepared for us and we dig in with our hands- no shame! 



We also celebrated Father’s Day. Yes, I know it is February but we made a day for God to celebrate Him as our Father. We do it for our earthly fathers so why not for God too? After all He is the best dad anyone could ever have and He loves all of His children. It was a sweet time spent in the old Kedesh across the street from our home. The abandoned building had no roof so it took upon this vintage outdoor/indoor look. So beautiful! And there a group of street children followed us and worshipped our Father. They brought us joy so I can only imagine how much joy they brought to God. We all poured out thanksgiving to God for ALWAYS being with us and ALWAYS taking care of us. God is always a faithful Father. No one can compare. And He is more than enough for me.


Personally, I’ve learned so much this month. I’ve had hard situations arise within my team, the guys, and even within myself. God made me bold enough to have some hard conversations. He helped me to not focus on the hard aspects of not having a parent/s and to see the joy in kid who lives life with less on earth, but more in heaven. I’ve realized that integrity and character mean everything to me. Joy. My future plans are only more and more confirmed. A lot of peace. Forgiveness to myself. Always loving. Hate gets me every time. Patience. I can’t even express the personal growth that I’ve seen in my life over the past month. I could go home right now and be different, but nope. God is so good that He gives me an abundance. He desires for my cup to overflow, so here I go.


 
And that brings me to the hard part of this message….I don’t want to leave. I love these boys and yet I have to say a word that is ALWAYS hard to say…goodbye. It’s the one aspect of the race that never gets easier. A part of me wants to stay here for the last four months of the race, but the other part of me knows that God has even more goodness prepared for me in Swaziland and in Asia. Gosh, just tons of goodness is happening. It’s happening in this Boys Home with Uncle John and his vision. Come here for yourself. Bring a youth group. Set aside your busy lives and live a life of simplicity where relationships with God and others are important above all else. Dig your hands into this furtile ground and fall in love with these kids. It’ll change your life. Give money to support his housing projects for the widows and the crops to feed the boys. The goodness is happening in my team as we are being more and more unified. Everytime I see my team of girls I am blown away by what beautiful hearts they have. What a blessing to be surrounded such real people, real Christians. And the goodness is happening in myself as people around me are witnessing huge changes in my life, tremendous growth that can come from the Lord, and the Lord alone. It’s month seven, the long stretch.
 
P.S. (I’m going to stuff a few small children into my pack and take them home with me. You know where tattelers go….time-out!)
 

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