I am so overwhelmingly blessed right now. As my first deadline and determing factor to my involvement came and passed, I remained hopeful and trusting, but was hindered by the heaviness of doubt, and the bindings of worry. So today I gave it all to Him finally, hopefully accepting the joy of that release, writing a prayer in my journal. Five minutes later, I refreshed my support account page for the 50th time today, and and there “anonymously” was the $322 i needed to meet my $1,500 first deadline. Not only am I so thankful already for all of the support I have gotten and blessings recieved from people I am blessed to know are with me, but I am blessed by how true to His word God is. I never doubted God could provide it for me, and while I had given him my faith, and my trust, and my future, He had to show me how tightly I still held onto worry and control, after all we’ve come through.
Thank you Lord, that you love me in all my imperfection. Thank you Lord, that youare with me always, and thank you Lord for what’s to come 🙂
(Georgia in 3 daaaaaaaaaays) 🙂
