I’ve reaped of the wreck

That once began to infect

the depths of my soul

its been a hot mess

I tried my best

but God wasn’t impressed

so I’ll lay it all down

Repent and confess

He’s given me the choice

to reclaim my voice

should I deny

I’ll be lost in the noise

white sound

background

caught up in a lost crowd

until I turn from my ways

and confess my sin out loud

I’d say the choice is pretty obvious

I’ve been putting it off

but this voice is getting monotonous

You won’t seem to drop this

crop this

me cleaning up

trying to make things spotless

I’m tired.. and my disinfectant is almost out

I’m out of breath

and my legs ache from running around

what am I doing???

all you want is for me to worship you out loud

instead, I’m playing games like a child on the playground

I seem to get stuck on the merry-go-round

Faster & faster

colors blending with sound

I’m all dizzy now

I tried my best

but I’ll let you take it from here on out

I long for you to get wrapped up in me

all intertwined like the shoelaces on my feet, ya see?

I’m learning more and more

to just be me

and let you do you

’cause you’ve already washed me clean

you slip past my walls

open up my lungs and help me breathe

you melt my heart

and renew my mind

you’ve invaded my soul

and conquered the inside

what more can I hide???

I’m a girl turning to her man ’cause He wants his bride.