Sometimes you don’t know it and your standing still in what you imagine a whirlwind of absolutely everything and nothing all at the same time. Calculated decisions were all calculated wrong. What once was, is no more. What can you do, other then fester in it… screams are nothing, no one can hear because its all locked behind a wall of lies. A temple of secrets, a smile of depression. Will it always be this, were you not there, will you always be! Temptation and sin don’t control you, you control you. And yet, its all there in front of you and you do nothing, you let in. I should have never let you in, breathing is impossible. I don’t even think anymore. Numbness! I see you out of the corner of my eye but its all blurry and ill never see you again, its all a forging lie…
Tears on fire, no words can hit the pain inside. I cant lie anymore, what I did. Does anyone hear me, Screaming HELP! Crying inside, the tears are like acid ripping and crippling slowly at my crazed soul. I know what it needs but it doesn’t need me! Laughs become irritating, your light becomes dark. I CAN’t get out…
Its like you have ear plugs with loud music of lies and the outside is silent but only you know. No one can hear your madness… So you can crave for normalcy and it will never happen, it will never be, to find it, will never happen. Your able to find just one thing in your swamp of demotic rampage ….. foreigncy…
The depth that you can be loved is the depth that you can be hurt. The depth that you love someone is the depth that someone can hurt you. The depth that someone can hurt you is the depth that they can love you. Someone once said……….
