Lately, feeling like just giving up on the World Race. Re-thinking the entire adventure, wondering if this is what God really has called me to do. But then I simply tell myself to snap out of it. Realizing it over and over that the enemy tries to get in the way of what God has planned. We have to be confident in what we feel God has called us to do with our life. The enemy will try to ruin it in any way possible to destroy us and make us feel weak. But it's those times when I feel the strongest when I can push the enemy away and focus on where God wants to take me in this adventure. Through struggles God can use us in mighty ways. When the enemy tries to pry his way through something God has planned for our life, it's times like this that shows and encourages me that I do have the confidence that I heard His voice loud and clear. That I'm prepared for whatever the enemy throws in my way and tries to take me in a different direction, I know full well God is bigger and stronger than that and he is on my side throughout the entire journey. I will follow Him and his path that he has for me.
God has called me to do the World Race for a purpose on purpose for a specific reason he has called me to go in July for a full year. Right now I'm trusting God that he will prepare my heart for what's to come. Prepare me for what I'll experience, Prepare me for the struggles, the trials, the hard times that the enemy will try to destroy me in every possible way to stop me in whatever way God wants to use me.
Some things I'm excited to experience…
~To see how God uses me on the 11 months mission trip that God has called me to do.
~For God to break my heart for what breaks His
~Fall for my heavenly father everyday on a deeper level
~Letting go of worldly desires
~Let God have all control over this journey
~Trust God that he will provide everything I need for World race whether it's getting fully funded before launching or trusting God while i'm on the field that he will provide the rest
~Loving on children who feel unloved or broken
~Listening to people's life stories and being able to be there for them thru their struggles
~Being the hands and feet of God, a vessel for God's Kingdom in 11 different countries
~Being that just ordinary girl coming from the states and hopefully being able to impact someone's life with my story.
~Able to photograph people around the world and show them how beautiful God has created them to be, and hopefully bless them with a print.
