God I’ve missed talking to you like this. Just you and me at starbucks journalling. It’s quite amazing how sweet and beautiful it is. Thanks for that. I don’t want to be like the fig tree in Mark 11, I want to be ALIVE& BEAUTIFUL and smelling the SWEET FRAGRANCE of YOUR LOVE every moment. I feel like I’ve once again intruppted the vintage loving, barefoot girl in sunglasses and I’m sorry that I’ve gotten in your way. I’m so careless and lazy instead of being carefree and laid-back. There is such a huge difference there. Can you help get me back to the pathway. Can you shine brighter now that I’ve removed my hands from covering the beam? Can you show me what true FREEDOM is before I TRAVEL the WORLD? God I need you to come in a new way, I’m standing here, ready to once again say I’m sorry and thanks for taking me back again & again. This is my prayer, for today & always. Show me YOURSELF in all Your power, beauty& splendor. I love you. Laura 11.11.09 NY
