Everyone knows the popular Christian song "Our God" by Chris Tomlin. If not, you can watch the video below, but  you must have been living under a rock for the last four years or so.

This morning in worship, we were singing this song. The words were so familiar, comfortable, and easy. I didn't have to think about it, just letting the words flow over my tongue. 

"And if our God is for us, then who could ever stop us?
And if our God is with us, then what could stand against?"

I realized something new in those words. In the past, I saw those lyrics as a proclaimation. No human or created begin, not the enemy or his minions, can come against me because of my right-standing with God through the blood of Jesus. 

But I can stand against me. 

I can get in my own way, even when the enemy is running from me. I can choose to stay safe and comfortable and refuse to taking risks. I can walk the easy, level, paved path of my own choosing, simply because its familiar and easy. So often in my walk as a daughter, I'm the one that's stopping me. 

Instead, I want to choose to live in the space where obedience is the only reason I'm leaning into the wind on the edge of a cliff. I want to jump when the world screams at me to stay, to live a life of big dreams and wild abandonment. 

I'm getting out of my own way.