It’s been an emotional few days.
I’ve had some realizations lately that have left me with a deep sadness and have allowed my insecurities to manifest through comparisons and the feeling of not being good enough.
It’s funny because with my job here at Adventures in Missions, I speak and counsel people all day, breaking off chains and lies that they live in and injecting them with the Truth, that God is GOOD and that He sees them and that He called them HIS very own. But even with that being my everyday life, I still find myself craving the very things that I remind my participants about.
I think that our world tells us to not show our feelings. They say, “openness or tears show weakness, instability, and lack of …(fill in the blank–leadership, togetherness, gumption, solidarity, etc.)
But God longs for truth and honesty from you. He desires you to come before him and lay your thoughts, disappointments, victories, fears, concerns, praises at His feet.
So, my prayer today is this, that I will be fixed on this one thing … to know Your Goodness and see Your Glory. Because when I shift my vision from myself to Him, I am transformed by this one thing … to know Your Presence and see Your Beauty.
