My season right now is about slowing down in life…living in the moment…becoming my true self. Part of becoming my true self is that Jesus is peeling the unnecessary and negative parts of my personality away like a banana so that i can more easily and with confidence find my identity in him. Yesterday i had a one on one with one of my team leaders and they asked me “what part of you personality is the lord working on right now?”. I answered with “love and trust and learning how to spread genuine love and trust from Kyle Chapman to those around me.” Why am i sharing this with you? Because i found out things last night about my self and about my mind that i had buried deep down in my heart. Those things being that i have been reserving Kyle Chapmans genuine love and trust for a few select people and that is not what my God, my Friend, My Heavenly father would do. Every day he is working on making me more like him. Jesus told
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“ Kyle i put these people in your life because they are trust worthy people and they deserve your genuine love and your trust. I also put them in your life because they are here to get through this with you and they love you just as much as you will one day. I am also here with you…this part of your personally that is being thrown away will hurt, and it will be hard…but we will get through it together…me, you, and your squad…i am teaching you to love and trust just as i do you every waking day”. And he is right this does hurt and it is hard but it’s happening and i cant stop it nor can i outrun it. Im excepting it. And the end result will be an amazing one.
