On that note let me share a short dream I had the other night whilst I was in this funk. I dreamt that this young couple that had just had their first child together found out that the child would only live for a few years due to some odd disease. The Lord sent me to them in their despair to give them this message: You must first seek an exodus before you find a genesis. – Um…what the heck does that mean? – At any rate, I gave them the message although I was greatly confused.
When I told the husband what the Lord told me to give Him a revelation was placed on my heart and I started speaking uncontrollably to Him explaining the meaning of this prophecy. I told him that the Exodus represented a journey that lead to death, however it was the only type of death that is good; death to self. Then whenever they as a couple reached that point in their life they would receive a genesis, which represents a new beginning. In the dream I began getting incredibly excited and started shouting praises to God for the revelation He had given me. I felt a tremendous joy in my heart.
(#NSQUAD that will be the death of me)
Now, a few days later I remembered the dream and began to look up the terms exodus and genesis. I knew before the dream that genesis means beginning, but I didn’t know about exodus. An exodus is a going out; a departure or emigration, usually of a large number of people. – After reading this it all hit me like a ton of bricks. The interpretation in the dream wasn’t for the couple in the dream…it was for me! I now see what God has planned for me on this race! He plans to kill me with this large group of people, so that I may become the new creation that I am in Christ! How freaking cool is that?!
(Team Doulos whose plan is to kill me)
This gives me all the more hope and trust in the Lord that He will provide me the $3000 I still have to raise for launch by December 15th!! Oh how good He is!
