I honestly can not come up with the words that express what training camp has done for me this week. God has perfectly orchestrated my life for me to be on the race. I have never ever in my life felt such a safe, amazing, wonderful, true and pure Christian community. A community that truly lives out what they preach and who they are. A community that is in no way perfect but willing to go through the messiness in order to become who God has created them to be. I love my G-squad family immensely.
This week God has spoken truth into my life. He has light a fire deep within my soul so that I am growing as the Christian woman he created me to be. I am for once fulfilling my destiny. I was called to be a world changer and so I will go. The next phase of my life will live out Matthew 28:19-20 “ Therefore go and make disciples of the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” This is what I am going to live out faithfully for my World Race for my 11 months that I am giving it to God and serving him alone.
God showed up in some big ways and allowed me to be more broken than I have ever experienced. Each night I thought I can’t be any more broken and the next night I was. I was broken for the things that have held me back and the untruths that I had believed for too long. I’m free now. I no longer have that bondage in my life and I no longer feel afraid because my God is besides me ALWAYS!!
I have also been given the amazing blessing to be on an all girl squad. To be able to be a group of girls that will build each other up to serve God and bring all glory to his name. I also believe that this will be a great opportunity for each of us. I can not wait to spend the next season with Meagan, Courtney, Christina, Brandi, Mary and Hannah. We have named ourselves Team O.I.L. overflowing infinite love and that is what we will be.
This week challenged me in many ways and stretched me beyond my comprehension. I learned to sleep in a tent and a bus. I ate foods like fish head soup and stuff that I don’t want to remember but I did it. I’m learning to trust God with everything because he knows things far better than I ever will and continually shows me. I went in expecting to be changed this week but I’m walking out a new creation. I’m stronger, more aware, blessed, loved, beautiful, wonderful and it’s amazing!!!
WORLD RACE HERE I COME……….
