I will have to say on the first day of training camp i was like Lord what are u doing to me? I even texted a mentor of mine and said please pray for me! I was confused..I had so many emotions running through my lil pea size brain! I was worshiping my Jesus like I knew how and very few were doing the same.. Most were shocked at the crazy worship that I was used to…most had never even raised their hands or even prayed a loud. I prayed strongly for God to move amongst my new friends…and WOW by the 3rd night God had swept through that place and had did his thing! Everyone was jumping up and down and praising God! I was suuuper excited!!!!
The first night(may 22)Mike Hindes spoke on the whisper/the rumor that there is more! He talked about how he felt like he never fit in..d he knew there was more but didnt know how to get to more. (((I could soo relate to this….I never felt like I fit in with my youth groups…or the average church people…I just knew there was something more out there that I needed to be looking for))))
God shows up in a way that we aren’t comfortable with!
The next morn (may 23)Jonathan David Hesler sang some awesome worship songs…
“You are an endless ocean a bottomless sea”
“Theres no end to the affection you have for me” ….God really moved me in this song…he wrapped me in a love like a father never has …I finally felt a love that I had been searching for for a long time
That morn Mike Hindes spoke on Generational Law and curses and getting the generational curses off your life!
We’ve already died to sin, don’t let your experience define reality.
Then we listed things that are keeps us from getting THERE with God.
That night Mike Panchel spoke on dealing with Fear…and Secrets in our lives (along with Rejection,Rebellion and Soul Ties)
Gotta move past your past
On May 24 Mike Hindes spoke on Bitterness and unforgiveness
be honest with your wombs!
you might not always feel like u did wrong and u should be the one to apologize, but u need to apologize b/c u have bitterness in your heart…this isn’t always easy…but u feel soo much better when u do and u know that God is pleased
That afternoon we heard from Rusty Jackson
he spoke on hidden expectations
Rebuke Religion..Its about Relationships
Training camp helped me break down walls that I had up that I had ingored for years…I was able to cut off past relationships that were holding me down and became FREE… God healed the wombs and made me new again! God showed up big time and is certainly moving in me…I can now say that Im totally free from my past and im head over heals in love with Jesus!
