So at training camp in may we had a
service about forgiveness and forgiving ppl in ur life whether u
were the one to forgive or not u had to make it right. They asked us
to write those ppl down and to go to these ppl and ask for
forgiveness. One of them was my dad…one my best friend growing
up, and another was a girl back at home. Let me just say..this was
one of the hardest things I had to do…to confess this to myself
and to have to face it finally.
I went back to my room that night and
said how do I ask for forgiveness when I dont feel like I have done
anything wrong. Someone said u ask for forgiveness bc of the
bitterness u have had in ur heart towards that person. WOW, that
was a punch,….God began to tell me to write letters for
forgiveness…as I thought about it for a few days…I got a phone
call from my dad out of the blue asking me to dinner..I called him
back after I finished training camp and he didn’t answer! But the
relief knowing it was gonna be right with him finally came over me
after 19 years. Right before I left to come on the race he called me
and asked me to dinner and made everything right. God is amazing
I contacted the girl back home through
text…and everything got worked out.
Back to my best friend growing
up…after I left training camp I tried to contact her on fb but she
had me blocked..I prayed to God about it and I remembered that I had
wrote her months back and she didnt respond…God quickened me that
it was gonna be okay that It was outta my hands now and that he will
do the rest.
Out of the blue Tuesday I checked my
facebook and she wrote me…it put the biggest smile on my
face…more than she will ever know….God is amazing and im soo glad
that we can put the past behind us and look to the future.
I stand amazed yet again at the works of God and when u just drop everything in ur life and follow him the rest will fall into place:)
