A mothers love

I know now what if feels like to have
love like a mother. Wednesday we had the medical team here and I
helped them with the Pharmacy part, after we finished I ran right to
the kids rooms to see them…it was so exciting because I had missed
them sooo much. Yesterday I went out with the medical team to do a
traveling clinic, all day I kept thinking to myself I really miss the
orphans. As soon as we got back it was soo exciting to have them run
up to me screaming “KRYSTEL” !! Just to have them say my name or
give me a high five or having them pull on my clothes to get my
attention…or just having them embrace me with a hug. Its a love
thats unconditional..I thought to myself…I know now what it feels
like to have a mothers love..to be working all day and coming home to
lil hearts that just want to be loved… I’m so excited to have my
own kids..to be able to experience this everyday. But for now i’m
content with my 75 lil orphans!!

Every night I look up in the stars and
think to myself my nephews are looking at the same stars…and I look
for their faces…I miss my nephews, Tyler, Alec and Zak n Destiny
soo much I cant wait to get home and just hug them.