We sat at the beach on our off day to Penang, a beach town not far from where we live here in Malaysia, watching the sun set. I watched the sun fade quietly into the horizon, the same way it did yesterday and the same way it will tomorrow. The horizon is painted a light purple, light pink, and orange. I attempt to take pictures that never do justice to seeing it in person.
I watch the waves crash on the shore, nearing my toes, and am reminded of just how good He really is. I am reminded that He didn’t forget the sunset tonight; instead, He painted a masterpiece that we only get to enjoy fully once. Pictures attempt to make it so I can see it again, but the moment is one that I only get this time.
I’ve watched the sun set in 7 countries this year. I’ve put my feet in many oceans. I’ve stepped foot on three continents. I have had opportunities that most people dream of.
I’ve shared Jesus with people who don’t interact with Christians. I have learned what it means to follow Jesus when it’s hard. I have learned that commitment means not giving up when it’s hard. And I’ve learned that following Jesus will cost me the very things I’ve spent my whole life dreaming for.
At the end of the day, Jesus is going to cost me everything.
But it’s moments like these, when He reminds me that He paints the sky every night for me to enjoy, that the cost of following Jesus is worth every hard day and the moments when quitting seems like the easier option.
Keep going even when it gets hard. It will be worth it.
