This is my second time at training camp. Knowing how things
were setup was nice, but it was also hard because people kept asking me what
was going to happen and I couldn’t tell them, because camp is all about the
mystery.
This time I feel like there was more focus on digging deeper
than I ever thought possible. I dealt with issues that I did not even realized
I had until I came to camp. I feel more whole and transparent then I did the
first time I left the camp.
Right now even though the money is not in my account yet, I
feel ready to leave, ready to impact lives, ready to spread the Gospel. Ready to spread kingdom throughout the world. As I
think about leaving it becomes clearer that this is something that God has
called me to because, I have experienced things in my life that can change the
world.
The most impacting part of the camp was one night we were
asked to give up the Law (the restrictions holding us to the old way of living
before Christ). I don’t remember what lead up to this but the speaker asked if
we had anything to give up and I stood up for giving up my hopelessness of
life. During this time of prayer the speaker realized that people with a
history of sexual abuse or assault needed prayer. I knew that I had to stand up
and get prayer, because I had never come out and said that I was sexually
assaulted. I feel so free and released.
I have felt so honored that God has given me a second chance
to come here again.
My Team – 91
Eating outside of the tent in the warm sun on one of the few nice sunny days
