The morning
after we prayed over Fea and saw such an improvement in her mobility I left to
go be with another team. I hadn’t heard
anything about her until we saw all the teams come travel day when we were
headed to Mozambique. After that night,
precious little Fea went back to her old ways. I have prayed about this over and over. I have spent much time thinking about this blog and how I was going to
write it. I don’t want this to be a
discouragement to anyone, yet an encouragement. This does NOT take away from our Lords Majesty. This blog had to be written because I don’t
want to misrepresent any situation, any child or any workings of the Lord. I have prayed and asked God why, why she was
healed that night, why she wasn’t in the morning. Why through all of our faith, no lasting
difference remained. After much prayer I
am certain of the Lords love for her and for us and certain that he is FAITHFUL
and miracles are 100% possible.
All I know
is that God does things in HIS perfect timing. He allows us to go through things that we wont ever understand. He does things in ways that will most GLORIFY
His Kingdom. I don’t know if doubt
played into this, lack of faith or the thing that paralyzes most FEAR. What I do know and can stand firm in is what
I saw that night. I believe the Holy
Spirit was there and was working. I
believe that Fea is in the name of Jesus Healed. I believe that when God chooses to have that
healing expressed physically it will be done. I believe that IF He chooses to leave her the way she is that it is for
HIS Glory.
I believe
our God is a healing God. I believe He
has given us the AUTHORITY and POWER to Heal the Sick, Raise the Dead and Cast
out Demons. I believe we can do these
things in His name. I saw Fea healed
that night, I saw her walk with little help, I saw her drooling strop, and I
saw her limbs loosened. I saw these
things that we prayed for in the name of Jesus happen. I don’t have all the answers and it BREAKS my
HEART to know that God has so much more for her life than she is experiencing
right now.
Miracles
reveal HIS Glory.
“This beginning of signs Jesus did in Cana of Galilee, and manifested
His glory; and His disciples believed in Him.”
John 2:11
Our FAITH
makes room for the EXTRAVAGANCE of God! Signs and wonders release the glory of
God into our cities. Faith moves Heaven,
so that Heaven will move earth.
Signs and
miracles direct people to give Glory to God.
“Now when the multitudes saw it, they marveled and glorified God, who
had given such power to men.”
Matthew 9:8
The Glory of God is going to cover the earth in part by the
people who walk in power, who bring a testimony of Jesus to the nations of the
world.
“Miracles… remove the ruling influence of hell while establishing the
ruling presence of God.” ~Bill Johnson
Do not be
discouraged by this information, but be encouraged that God is here, God is
working. We must NOT lose faith in these
times because Faith is being CERTAIN of what we do not see. I am CERTAIN that Fea is in Jesus name
HEALED! I will stand firm on that faith.
I will stand firm in knowing that the Lord LOVES His little girl and He loves
us and He is alive and moving on this earth. Please continue to keep her in your prayers. Continue to pray that the Glory of God will
be shown. Pray that the doubt, the lack
of faith, the insecurities will banish in the name of Jesus and His glory will
be shown. I pray that the FEAR that so
easily entangles and paralyzes us will crumble to the ground. Do not let FEAR put you or what God can do in
a box. If we don’t ever try we will
never know the full measure of God and what His Majesty is capable of.
Thank you for your prayers, thank you for your support. Thank you for your faith!
Love you all in Him,
Kristen
